meh
I wish I had something to do. Morgan's gone. Lorrin and Hoyt are gone. My dad's gone. I've only got the cat left for company anymore. Life devoid of human contact is more difficult than I'd imagined.
It was so hard to fall asleep alone last night. Every last noise scared me and my single bed felt unbearably large and cold. Nothing's real without Morgan.
I kind of regret not going back to school, but at the same time I still think it was a good decision. I think right now I miss school just because I miss having something to do everyday. No homework, no library, no free gym, no downtown. Too much of not the right kind of rain.
I'm definitely running on auto-pilot right now. I sleep when it's dark outside and I can't think of anything else to do. I eat when it's around lunchtime. I read. I write. But I don't accomplish anything. Please let Rafa take back the restaurant soon so that I can get back to work.
I still hate judgemental assholes.
It was so hard to fall asleep alone last night. Every last noise scared me and my single bed felt unbearably large and cold. Nothing's real without Morgan.
I kind of regret not going back to school, but at the same time I still think it was a good decision. I think right now I miss school just because I miss having something to do everyday. No homework, no library, no free gym, no downtown. Too much of not the right kind of rain.
I'm definitely running on auto-pilot right now. I sleep when it's dark outside and I can't think of anything else to do. I eat when it's around lunchtime. I read. I write. But I don't accomplish anything. Please let Rafa take back the restaurant soon so that I can get back to work.
I still hate judgemental assholes.