torn inbetween
So I hung out with Steve-o today. I really missed him alot. I'm really timid around him now, because I'm a fucking idiot. I didn't really talk the whole day, until I asked Steve-o if I could catch a ride home on his bike pegs. We talked the whole way to my house. It was easier than I thought it would be. I thought I was going to burst out in tears when I asked him certain questions and talked about certain things, but I was smiling the whole time. I can never be sad around him. Unless I'm not with him. Then I cry every day. But anyways, Thank god my dad wasn't home when we got to my house. But Theo was in my driveway, my heart jumped when I saw him I was like HOLY SHIT. I'm torn between them. I don't know who I want anymore. Theo, Steve-o - Steve-o, Theo. I know I've got to choose one, I just don't know how to break peoples hearts like this. They both say they love me. But I believe Steve-o loves me more then Theo ever will. But Theo shows more public affection, when Steve-o doesn't at all. (whats he afraid of?) I don't know, I don't know. And plus I've got some kid at the mall that I hang out with who is obsessed with me, he tells me I'm the most amazing person he's ever met. And THEN I've got Corey who I love with all my heart up in Mississippi waiting for me to turn 18, that poor boy. I feel so lost.
How vague can I be and still intice you?
Seriously, I don't try at ALL to get people to like me, and I've got 4 boys that say they love me. I only believe 2 of them though.
I don't know what I'm doing anymore...
How vague can I be and still intice you?
Seriously, I don't try at ALL to get people to like me, and I've got 4 boys that say they love me. I only believe 2 of them though.
I don't know what I'm doing anymore...