throw my phone into the ocean..and backspace that
shy. and dramatic. optimistic and curious.
my life in apartment C.....has been curious. I like that word. so im going to use it even where its not supposed to be used. right now im wearing a really trashy outfit. i have boots from walmart and a "mom" jacket on with really stupid jeans on with a bad blue denim wash. my hair has not been washed for maybe i'd say 4 days, but it works so much better when its greasy. For a moment i would like to be real...and not care about revealing too much about myself. sometimes i think if people know too much about your life they look down on you. maybe they think its alot to handle and they would just rather "not". i guess theres something alluring about being mysterious. Like, you want to know more, so again here is where the word curious goes. This post could be bullshit but im okay with that. heres something pretty.......
