i dont wanna rock, i wanna roll on top
lets see
last weekend i had my first show since july. skippy did well and we placed 4th, so i cant complain. i have the cutest picture from it---his mane is curly from where i took his braids out---poor thing.
thesis will be done by thursday. no more stress, line breaks, editing, titling, freaking out from having too much to get done. april 3=a free woman
my mother is teetering on the edge of sanity. i feel so awful for her. granted everyone's mom is nuts, she appears to be of a special breed. i want nothing more for her to be happy, and there is no worse feeling than not being to make her so.
i owe the captain such insane amounts of money. i have a running tab and its over $200. he has been very nice for the past couple of weeks, which is wonderful, but makes me wary. im so worried he's going to up and elope or some shit like that. speaking of which, he is going out of town until weds, and edie will be staying over here some, which means jill will be over probably. doesn't bother me too much, as long as she doesn't bring over the bumblebee (hah carrie..)
i'm so content for the moment. i feel as i have really settled down, even though the past few weeks have been absolutely crazy, and things have happened that i would never have expected. but i have remained so calm and rational, im surprised at myself, espcially since i have been called 'too emotional' in the past. all this time alone, focusing on my thesis, riding, chosing to keep close the half a handful of amazing/close friends, has done me a world of good. i like how things can be so shitty, and then x amount of time later it just makes perfect sense, and things end up well.
anyway
i need to go--im going to be responsible when the capn is gone and clean up around here.
<3amanda
ps---by the way, watch out for phillip's rash, it's on his back, and is turning black. watch out, it looks like its going to take over! it's streaky too!
last weekend i had my first show since july. skippy did well and we placed 4th, so i cant complain. i have the cutest picture from it---his mane is curly from where i took his braids out---poor thing.
thesis will be done by thursday. no more stress, line breaks, editing, titling, freaking out from having too much to get done. april 3=a free woman
my mother is teetering on the edge of sanity. i feel so awful for her. granted everyone's mom is nuts, she appears to be of a special breed. i want nothing more for her to be happy, and there is no worse feeling than not being to make her so.
i owe the captain such insane amounts of money. i have a running tab and its over $200. he has been very nice for the past couple of weeks, which is wonderful, but makes me wary. im so worried he's going to up and elope or some shit like that. speaking of which, he is going out of town until weds, and edie will be staying over here some, which means jill will be over probably. doesn't bother me too much, as long as she doesn't bring over the bumblebee (hah carrie..)
i'm so content for the moment. i feel as i have really settled down, even though the past few weeks have been absolutely crazy, and things have happened that i would never have expected. but i have remained so calm and rational, im surprised at myself, espcially since i have been called 'too emotional' in the past. all this time alone, focusing on my thesis, riding, chosing to keep close the half a handful of amazing/close friends, has done me a world of good. i like how things can be so shitty, and then x amount of time later it just makes perfect sense, and things end up well.
anyway
i need to go--im going to be responsible when the capn is gone and clean up around here.
<3amanda
ps---by the way, watch out for phillip's rash, it's on his back, and is turning black. watch out, it looks like its going to take over! it's streaky too!