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so i miss riding like all hell. its ridiculous, and i hate myself, because i have always said if you really love something, you will make time for it. but the thing is, i love too much (friends, shows) and i have all these new interests that i want to look into. but push come to shove, riding wins. but its not feasible right now, between work basiclly. but less work=no funds for riding. and work=less time for riding. hopefully in the spring with a dramatic cut back with school i can do it. until then i may call nancy (a horse friend who is like a mom to me) and see if i can ride one of her two horses once or twice a week. i dont see why she would say no...but i feel bad for asking, though i know its dumb to feel that way. that way i could get the ride time, and stay with it so when the spring competition comes around, i can compete with skippy more seriously.
oi oi oi so much.