Mar 02, 2005 23:10
so im sittin here in the dark frownin' about how tonight ended and thinkin about the future, when all of a sudden breck aka my dog walks in with a toy in her mouth and layed on the couch next to me. i kno its lame but whatever.. it cheered me up a little bit. but thats what dogs are for. well i went to the cheer banquet tonight to cheer for amber and the rest of the senior girls and eat some awesome prime rib. it was sorta bitter sweet because it was just another sign that h.s. is really almost over. and you cant help but think if you've done everything well through the past 4 years. grades, people, choices in general. a lot of changes are quickly approaching and every so often i stumble and cant help but wonder if im on the right track.... but anyways that was really emo. maybe melissa's right, i am turnin emo! ha ! never.
yeah so cooleys parentals are out of town again and im feelin' abbie needs to bring a bottle of champagne so i can pop the cork. that is more fun than i expected, yet dangerous. last weekend was the unveiling of BEER PONG. We stole a random sheet of plywood from a near by construction site and two horses that hold it up. Then with some clever decoration and 12 cups we have the official beer pong arena. and the three horsemen aka me cooley and nate are the fuckin realest so if anyone wants to try us in it .. u kno the number and we'll be playin it all weekend.
"so quiet, another wasted night, the television steals the conversation. Exhale, another wasted breathe, again it goes unnoticed. Please tell me ur just feelin tired, cuz if its more than that i feel that i might break. Please send me anything but signals that are mixed, cuz i cant read ur rolling eyes. Out of touch, are we out of time? Closed lips, another goodnight kiss is wrecked of all its passion. Please tell me ur just feeling tired, cuz if its more than that i feel that i might break."