Apr 15, 2007 23:02
srry i havnt posted in a while... im on spring break...
yeah me & steph took a 3 hour bus to a beach-ish lake, & we watched the waves nd it was so romantic <33333 i luv her... but i wasnt able 2 take her out 2 eat cuz all our money was spent paying the rent ;_; we still owe $100 & im really scared we wont be able to buy enough food and clothes...
but i got a raise at hottopic!!! im so happy <3 and steph is working at another goth store when cinnabon is closed. i dont remember tha name.
so, cassi didnt bother us much... im glad. but whenevr i c her... she gives me this look that says 'u dont even know whats coming'... and im scared. i KNOW shes gonna do somethin 2 me and steph.
but guess whos back?
my MOM. (she waz sent to a metal hospital, and my bitch-sister was sent 2 a foster home in flordia or something)
she came by my house today and started screaming at me and she threw a lamp at steph, and it barely missed her. she then just left... shes probably just sleeping in some box throwing crap at people cuz all those years of being an achoholic stripper hav gotten 2 her. i feel sorta bad... but im with steph now. i moved on. i started a newlife.
& i cant afford to hav her in our house (me & steph <333), she would spend all our money and i cant watch her while im at school. everything is so complicted.
also, stephs birthday is coming up... shes turning sweet 16!!! <333333 her birthday is april 20th. im going 2 surprise her by taking her our 2 her fav resturant and buying her a new pair of boots (her old ones are 2 small.. and shes always telling me she wants a pair in the hottopic window... they're black with red 'splotches' & have a metal skull hanging on a string on each one and they have buckles & ties!!!)... only their like... $75.... i dont know how im going to get the money unless i skip skool 2 work... which wouldnt be bad. i live with steph so she can say im sick.
ill finish this l8ter...