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i HATE MY FUCKING MOM!!Q$#SETGvjkkHY*^
last night, when i got home from the mall, my mom was SUPPOSED TO BE HOME, buuut NOOOOO. ALL the lights were off, and THE PHONE WOULDNT WORK. nd my sister, i found her in MY FUCKING ROOM, ASLEEP ON MY BED!!#Q$%RYUJ jnhjkhg i had bought a lock nd put it on, nd gues wat she did? SHE FUCKING BROKE IT OFF.
then she had taked all my clothes, and DRAWN ON THEM WITH MY BLACK/RED LIPSTICK#@!#$WETYUGUUjh nd tried to TEAR THEM APART. then she took the rest of my makeup nd jewery (all i had was a mascara stick, 2 eyeliners (1 black 1 red), nd white blush. nd then 4 jewery i had a bracelet from Steph, a skull ring, nd 3 fat rings in red, black, nd purple) and FILLED THE BATHTUB WITH WATER AND THREW THEM ALL IN THERE. ARGFUCKSHITUDGBIKDJLKHDSIU%&*!!@RSTYughj
then she did something that completely snapped me.
in the remains of my red lipstick, she wrote on the walls of my room...
'MOLLI IS AN EMO FUCKER AND LUUUUVS CASSI!!!'
'EMOEMOEMO IM MOLLI IM SOOOO SAD WAAAH'
'FUCK LIFE IM EMO I WANNA DIE WAH!'
and then this...
'IM MOLLI IM BI I WANNA FUCK STEPH CAUSE IM BI AND EMMMO!!!'
and i snapped.
i screamed at her
'FUCK YOU STUPID FUCKING BITCH. I HATE YOU SO MUCH AND I HATE YOUR MOM. YOU BOTH ARE SHITHEADS WHO DISERVE NOTHING OF WHAT I WORKED SO HARD TO BUILD UP. I PROVIDE THE FOOD, THE MONEY, AND THE FACT THAT WERE NOT SLEEPING IN SOME CARDBOARD FUCKING BOX RIGHT NOW. FUCK. YOU!'
and guess what she did?
she gav me the finger nd walked out shouting 'EMOFUCKER'.
then about 30 minutes later, after i cried nd cried nd cried, cause of hpw messed up i am, i heard my mom screaming her FUCKING HEAD OFF outside. i ran downstairs, nd there she was.
in her underwear
wearing so much makeup i wanted to puke.
holding 6FUCKING SHOPPING BAGS from super-expensiv stores in the mall.
screaming
at the fucking
mailbox:
'SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU EMO BOITCH MOLLI, U R SOOOO STUPID AND GAY. I HATE YOU!!WRTUIJKS'
i guess everyone made up my decision for me.
im moving in with steph.
nd there is NOTHING they can say to stop me.
ive put up with them for 15 FUCKING YEARS OF MY LIFE. ive put up with scrounging around for money, almost commiting SUICIDE because of what they SAY and DO to me. ive put up with them TEARING ME DOWN and EVRYTHING IVE EVER WORKED FOR.
so im done.
ive already packed my things, wich has been reduced to:
2 shirts (1 short sleeve, 1 long) the only 2 that MY FUCKING SISTER didnt ruin.
1 pair of jeans (the only ones that she didnt cut apart) and i had to wash them FOR HOURS to get the lipstick marks out.
2 peices of jewery that i forgot i hid under my bed. one is a gir ring, nd the other is a rainbow livestrong bracelet. nd all my cds nd cd players were destroyed by my FUCKING SISTER.
my backpack, wich i hid safe from my sister.
my black cat-shaped pillow that she didnt touch. odd.
nd this little notebook journal thing that steph gave me
nd im leaving tommorrow. we dont hav school tommorow, so ill probably post again tuesday...
bye.
last night, when i got home from the mall, my mom was SUPPOSED TO BE HOME, buuut NOOOOO. ALL the lights were off, and THE PHONE WOULDNT WORK. nd my sister, i found her in MY FUCKING ROOM, ASLEEP ON MY BED!!#Q$%RYUJ jnhjkhg i had bought a lock nd put it on, nd gues wat she did? SHE FUCKING BROKE IT OFF.
then she had taked all my clothes, and DRAWN ON THEM WITH MY BLACK/RED LIPSTICK#@!#$WETYUGUUjh nd tried to TEAR THEM APART. then she took the rest of my makeup nd jewery (all i had was a mascara stick, 2 eyeliners (1 black 1 red), nd white blush. nd then 4 jewery i had a bracelet from Steph, a skull ring, nd 3 fat rings in red, black, nd purple) and FILLED THE BATHTUB WITH WATER AND THREW THEM ALL IN THERE. ARGFUCKSHITUDGBIKDJLKHDSIU%&*!!@RSTYughj
then she did something that completely snapped me.
in the remains of my red lipstick, she wrote on the walls of my room...
'MOLLI IS AN EMO FUCKER AND LUUUUVS CASSI!!!'
'EMOEMOEMO IM MOLLI IM SOOOO SAD WAAAH'
'FUCK LIFE IM EMO I WANNA DIE WAH!'
and then this...
'IM MOLLI IM BI I WANNA FUCK STEPH CAUSE IM BI AND EMMMO!!!'
and i snapped.
i screamed at her
'FUCK YOU STUPID FUCKING BITCH. I HATE YOU SO MUCH AND I HATE YOUR MOM. YOU BOTH ARE SHITHEADS WHO DISERVE NOTHING OF WHAT I WORKED SO HARD TO BUILD UP. I PROVIDE THE FOOD, THE MONEY, AND THE FACT THAT WERE NOT SLEEPING IN SOME CARDBOARD FUCKING BOX RIGHT NOW. FUCK. YOU!'
and guess what she did?
she gav me the finger nd walked out shouting 'EMOFUCKER'.
then about 30 minutes later, after i cried nd cried nd cried, cause of hpw messed up i am, i heard my mom screaming her FUCKING HEAD OFF outside. i ran downstairs, nd there she was.
in her underwear
wearing so much makeup i wanted to puke.
holding 6FUCKING SHOPPING BAGS from super-expensiv stores in the mall.
screaming
at the fucking
mailbox:
'SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU EMO BOITCH MOLLI, U R SOOOO STUPID AND GAY. I HATE YOU!!WRTUIJKS'
i guess everyone made up my decision for me.
im moving in with steph.
nd there is NOTHING they can say to stop me.
ive put up with them for 15 FUCKING YEARS OF MY LIFE. ive put up with scrounging around for money, almost commiting SUICIDE because of what they SAY and DO to me. ive put up with them TEARING ME DOWN and EVRYTHING IVE EVER WORKED FOR.
so im done.
ive already packed my things, wich has been reduced to:
2 shirts (1 short sleeve, 1 long) the only 2 that MY FUCKING SISTER didnt ruin.
1 pair of jeans (the only ones that she didnt cut apart) and i had to wash them FOR HOURS to get the lipstick marks out.
2 peices of jewery that i forgot i hid under my bed. one is a gir ring, nd the other is a rainbow livestrong bracelet. nd all my cds nd cd players were destroyed by my FUCKING SISTER.
my backpack, wich i hid safe from my sister.
my black cat-shaped pillow that she didnt touch. odd.
nd this little notebook journal thing that steph gave me
nd im leaving tommorrow. we dont hav school tommorow, so ill probably post again tuesday...
bye.