this weekend...
ok for the record he wasnt mad at me... he passed out.
ok so sat sat around worried.
then matt called and i went to his house
hung out around there for awhile
i still was in a really shitty mood
really upset with him and stuff in general
but only amanda knew what was wrong
i didnt want to ruin the night for matt
show was amazing!!!!!!!!
they sounded so great
but the fog machine set off the fire alarm and the show got shut down.
after the show i went back to matts
me and him talked the whole way home and at his house.
i told him just about everything i wanted to say
but our convo got cut short for the 3rd time
because he went to get water and got destracted.
next time hes gonna have a drink in the fucking room ^.^
anyway he kinda understood what i was saying so thats all that matters
after he went to bed me and the rest of the group hung out upstairs for awhile then watched a movie
they antiqued Nick which was mean cause he was sleeping so nicely
i finally got tired and i went downstairs and got in bed with matt and fell asleep
i was so honestly happy to be able to sleep next to him its one of the best feelings in the world and i can say that for the first time in months i was honestly truely happy.
anyway...
this morning matt got up went to work
i slept till 1 :) yay
when i went upstairs everyone else was already up watching tv so we sat around for a bit
then we went to the mall to help nick buy pants haha^.^
matt met up with us at the mall after work
saw amber at the mall ^.^ that was nice i <3 her
umm then matt and i ran to pathmark then back to his house
chris went home after a bit
so we just watched tv and stuff for the rest of the night
after matt went to bed rocks, nick and i went and got wings! ^.^ yummie
went back to matts then came home
this weekend for the most part was a good weekend and today was nice because for once things just about felt like they were "normal"
i love matthew so much hes my world<3
i go back to school tomorrow for the first time in two weeks >.<
i really dont want to go back at all i hate it there
but then again i hate being home by myself its depressing
i need a shower i've been in the same clothes for the past 3 days... yuck...
ok well thats really about all im gonna go and try and sleep now.... i think
Today is 9 months yay! thats a really long time i love him