you saw me when i was invisible
i made peanut smile.
that really means the world to me
i dont think he understands just how much
hes so beautiful and hes all mine
Forever n ever
he really is my everything and more
hes all i want and all i'll ever need
just being around him makes me feel so wonderful
it makes my heart want to explode
i love him so much and i think thats why im so scared all the time
because the thought of ever losing someone so beautiful and something so lovely is the most terrifying thing i've ever felt.
I love knowing that hes mine and only mine
that he chose me and wants to be with only me
i love being the only one who can truly see the beauty hidden behind hurt eyes
i wish there was some way i could put all my feelings for him into words these entries cant even begin to describe the way i feel about this boy no words ever could come close to describing this feeling.
i love you more and more everyday matthew<3 nothing will ever change how much i love you