eh its cool..we can just be friends.
yeah, so i dunno..i guess its cool to introduce your friends to some of your other friends and then your "friends" become "friends" and then you are left in the dirt! ...yeah sure whatever! fuck people! who needs em? i seriously just wanna be alone most of the time...well, i am mostly alone all the time but what else is new?!im sure no one cares..i mean, i have the "real" friends who stick by my side..and i love them very very very much ..but they are away at college and all that, so im here to try to find some new real friends. i guess i fail at that! people just aren't sincere anymore. i dunno, maybe its just me..maybe i have a negative image on people..where they meet me, think im cool at first, we hang out lots..i get all happy to think that i have a tight group of friends..but then i guess they are thinking otherwise.. after a while.. they must get annoyed or something and one morning i wake up and i have no one...like WHAM! just like that...these ups and downs are really starting to get to me... i dont even know who i can trust anymore!therefore...i think that i will just stop trying to make friends..people will probably think im weird for not trying to conform and do the "cool" hang out thingy..but thats fine with me..i like being alone sometimes..i would rather be alone than have some "friends" who stab you in the back..or think you arent "cool enough" for them...thats it! i dont want any chick friends..they will stab you in the back in any way possible.. guy friends are cool..but people alllllways tell me that you cant have a real guy friend..and besides that..they ALWAYS fall for my few chick friends. and ...in conclusion..i am left alone...again!!!! eh fuck it all....im goin to bed....and ill wake up tomorrow and it will be the same thing... over and over again..dont you LOVE how the world spins? at least i can count on something..i can always cound on the negative things in life! juuust great!