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For once, everythig seems to be going perfect. Life is good, love is good. I am now speaking to all of my friends at once. Very excited to go back to school to hang out with my friends/my new friends.
I can't wait till everything is perfect again.
too bad it'll never happen
not on these terms.
one week from today...
everything will be fucked up again...
and i don't know if i'll be able to fix it
which sucks because i want to take all my parents PAIN away.
it is just impossible when i feel too much pain myself.
The plus side:
i have awesome friends..
and the greatest boy friend ever...
they will atleast help me stay strong .
I have to stay strong.
I am going to be a MESS.