Mar 26, 2005 08:17
well...
things are changing, i don't understand any of it. nobody seems to want to give me the advice i want to hear. things are falling apart in the most horrible way. i keep telling myself that i need to eat, i need to sleep, i need to leave my apartment for reasons other than work. i'm not really feeling anything anymore, it's disheartening, and i have to force myself to do everything that i was so willing to do before.
in two weeks time i'll be taking the GMAT. if i have to be here, i might as well take advantage of every aspect of this that i can.
bright side: i have a bunny. his name is flopper. he hops. i don't really know whether he's a boy or a girl, but for now i'm comfortable with thinking that he is indeed a he.
i make so many plans in my head that i don't think will ever come out into reality.