Aug 22, 2004 23:33
it's not so much that i really miss it, but i certainly do miss feeling passionate about something, and inspired enough to do something about it.
if you'd only heard the secrets that i kept..
this is it, this is how things will turn out, there's no more suspense, no more waiting, no more thinking that tomorrow it will all be figured out. it will never be figured out. and am i in it for me? or do i just not want to seem like a disappointment?
and the longer i wait it gets hard to say..
nostalgia was all around today, looking into faces that are so close to my own, and i don't remember anything, it all faded away somehow.
bedtime.