Love is a fast song
so,alot of things happened monday night..i don't want to go into detail about it,because if you're close enough to me,you know what happened..in full detail.
Brooke said alot of things,and she really got through to me. there are alot of things in my personality i need to change,before i either end up getting the shit kicked out of me by people,became unsuccessful in life,or just be unhappy..it's going to drive me into bad paths if i keep going on the way i have been. so,in spirit of all of this,i'm changing. nothing about like,how i dress or anything like that. internal shit. i'm changing it. because i don't want to lose her over something i can change. i can be better than this.
and so,thats just how it's going to be.
I love her,i love her so much. she's my world. and i'm glad that i'm her's,too.
so today was ok,alot of stupid shit happened at school,that really angered me,but i kept my cool and didn't let it get to me.
alot of things that i let get to me,and don't let go of...are really stupid. so,theres no point in getting all worked up.
i see brooke tomorrow :) i'm so excited. i feel like i havent seen her in forever..even though its only been a few days,i miss her so.
My mom knows about brooke & i,and she doesn't care. ::wipes forhead:: i'm really elated that she knows now,cuz i dont have to be scared and think " is she going to see me with her? is she going to walk in on us and see it? is she gonna freak out?" so,thats good too.
yeah,and we talked too. i apologized to my mom about everything that happened..and the way i acted. so things are all great now. with pretty much everyone.except a certain person that said shit to brooke that wasnt necessary at all. ::anger face::
My grandmom and her companion,alfred are coming into town tomorrow. the plane arrives around like 5. they should be here when i get home. eeee! i missed my grandmom..even though its only been like 3 months. and it'll be nice to see alfred again,the crazy polish bastard.
I'm pretty sure thats all i really have to say.
x's and o's
Brooke said alot of things,and she really got through to me. there are alot of things in my personality i need to change,before i either end up getting the shit kicked out of me by people,became unsuccessful in life,or just be unhappy..it's going to drive me into bad paths if i keep going on the way i have been. so,in spirit of all of this,i'm changing. nothing about like,how i dress or anything like that. internal shit. i'm changing it. because i don't want to lose her over something i can change. i can be better than this.
and so,thats just how it's going to be.
I love her,i love her so much. she's my world. and i'm glad that i'm her's,too.
so today was ok,alot of stupid shit happened at school,that really angered me,but i kept my cool and didn't let it get to me.
alot of things that i let get to me,and don't let go of...are really stupid. so,theres no point in getting all worked up.
i see brooke tomorrow :) i'm so excited. i feel like i havent seen her in forever..even though its only been a few days,i miss her so.
My mom knows about brooke & i,and she doesn't care. ::wipes forhead:: i'm really elated that she knows now,cuz i dont have to be scared and think " is she going to see me with her? is she going to walk in on us and see it? is she gonna freak out?" so,thats good too.
yeah,and we talked too. i apologized to my mom about everything that happened..and the way i acted. so things are all great now. with pretty much everyone.except a certain person that said shit to brooke that wasnt necessary at all. ::anger face::
My grandmom and her companion,alfred are coming into town tomorrow. the plane arrives around like 5. they should be here when i get home. eeee! i missed my grandmom..even though its only been like 3 months. and it'll be nice to see alfred again,the crazy polish bastard.
I'm pretty sure thats all i really have to say.
x's and o's