oh god,please dont tell me this has been in vain.
Tonight...really hasn't been a good night. i don't feel like explaning,because it'll just bring up how i felt like an hour ago. so here's 2 songs that kind of captivates it.bolded are the things that i feel relative right now.
Jimmy eat world-"kill"
Well you're just across the street,
Looks a mile to my feet,
I wanna go to you.
Funny how I'm nervous still,
I've always been the easy kill
I guess I always will
Could it be that everything goes round by chance (Chance) Or only one way that it was always meant to be (be)
You kill me you always know the perfect thing to say, hey hey, hey hey
I know what I should do but I just can't walk away
I can picture your face well
from the bar in my hotel
I wish I'd go to you
I pick up put down the phone
Like your fave heatmiser song goes:
It's just like being alone
Oh god please don't tell me this has been in vain (Vain)
I need answers for what all the waiting I've done means(means)
You kill me you've got some nerve but can't face your mistakes hey hey, hey hey
I know what I should do but i just can't turn away
So go on love
Leave while there's still hope for escape
Gotta take what you can these days
There's so much ahead and so much regret
I know what you wanna say
I know but I can't help feeling differently
I loved you and I shoulda said it but tell me just what has it ever meant
I can't help it baby this is who I am (am)
I'm sorry but I can't just go turn off how i feel (feel)
You kill me up you build me up but just to watch me break hey hey, hey hey
I know what I should do but I just can't walk away.
this is how i feel about my mom tonight
Jimmy eat world-"pain"
I don't feel the way I've ever felt.
I know.
I'm gonna smile and not get worried.
I try but it shows.
Anyone can make what I have built.
And better now
Anyone can find the same white pills.
It takes my pain away.
It's a lie. A kiss with opened eyes.
And she's not breathing back.
Anything but bother me.
(It takes my pain away)
Never mind these are horrid times.
Oh oh oh
I can't let it bother me.
I never thought I'd walk away from you.
I did.
But it's a false sense of accomplishment.
Every time I quit
Anyone can see my every flaw.
It isn't hard.
Anyone can say they're above this all.
It takes my pain away.
It's a lie. A kiss with opened eyes.
And she's not breathing back.
Anything but bother me.
(It takes my pain away)
Never mind these are horrid times.
Oh oh oh
I can't let it bother me.
I can't let it bother me.
It takes my pain away.
It's a lie. A kiss with opened eyes.
And she's not breathing back.
Anything but bother me.
(It takes my pain away)
Never mind these are horrid times.
Oh oh oh
I can't let it bother me
Jimmy eat world-"kill"
Well you're just across the street,
Looks a mile to my feet,
I wanna go to you.
Funny how I'm nervous still,
I've always been the easy kill
I guess I always will
Could it be that everything goes round by chance (Chance) Or only one way that it was always meant to be (be)
You kill me you always know the perfect thing to say, hey hey, hey hey
I know what I should do but I just can't walk away
I can picture your face well
from the bar in my hotel
I wish I'd go to you
I pick up put down the phone
Like your fave heatmiser song goes:
It's just like being alone
Oh god please don't tell me this has been in vain (Vain)
I need answers for what all the waiting I've done means(means)
You kill me you've got some nerve but can't face your mistakes hey hey, hey hey
I know what I should do but i just can't turn away
So go on love
Leave while there's still hope for escape
Gotta take what you can these days
There's so much ahead and so much regret
I know what you wanna say
I know but I can't help feeling differently
I loved you and I shoulda said it but tell me just what has it ever meant
I can't help it baby this is who I am (am)
I'm sorry but I can't just go turn off how i feel (feel)
You kill me up you build me up but just to watch me break hey hey, hey hey
I know what I should do but I just can't walk away.
this is how i feel about my mom tonight
Jimmy eat world-"pain"
I don't feel the way I've ever felt.
I know.
I'm gonna smile and not get worried.
I try but it shows.
Anyone can make what I have built.
And better now
Anyone can find the same white pills.
It takes my pain away.
It's a lie. A kiss with opened eyes.
And she's not breathing back.
Anything but bother me.
(It takes my pain away)
Never mind these are horrid times.
Oh oh oh
I can't let it bother me.
I never thought I'd walk away from you.
I did.
But it's a false sense of accomplishment.
Every time I quit
Anyone can see my every flaw.
It isn't hard.
Anyone can say they're above this all.
It takes my pain away.
It's a lie. A kiss with opened eyes.
And she's not breathing back.
Anything but bother me.
(It takes my pain away)
Never mind these are horrid times.
Oh oh oh
I can't let it bother me.
I can't let it bother me.
It takes my pain away.
It's a lie. A kiss with opened eyes.
And she's not breathing back.
Anything but bother me.
(It takes my pain away)
Never mind these are horrid times.
Oh oh oh
I can't let it bother me