you dont have to put on the red light

[emoflamingo7]

i hate studying. im really not good at it. it would be super if i hate a photgraphic memory or whatever that's called. like when u can look at something at remember the image, ya know? like i feel really bad when i forget how people look, especially when they're dead. but its not my fault im talentless. i finally played my electric guitar today. for the first tim in forever, i believe. homework sucks. my book is totally depressing. a crazy slut for a mom, rape, beating, confusion? all in a day's work for this little boy. it makes me feel really low. like just imagining someone going through that shit. its so awful. i ate too much tonight, but its ok. cause it was yummy and all.

oh, and i love love love love love love love love my new dress.