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So the previous little spat that caused the friends only status has passed, and in my insistent spirit that if I'm willing to put it on the internet, then everyone has the right to know, I'm returning to permanently public. One of these afternoons when I get bored I'll go back through and make all the entries that I edited to FO back to being public. Eventually.
Life= blech. I hate being in limbo and acting like such a stupid girl. I have a feeling that I know how it's all inevitably going to end, and I'd rather get it over with now before the break instead of dragging it out until next semester, but I doubt that's going to happen. I just realized that I'm shaking because I'm having such a hard time typing. I say it's low blood sugar. Tangent. Sorry.
Ummm... I feel loved only not? It's odd. And I'm terrified that everyone is going to go home for Christmas and see all of their high school friends, remember how much more they love their old friends, and I'll end up on the curb with the unwanted Christmas gifts.
Alisha is back from her exam. We are off to shaffe. I love how we've turned our campus dinning facility into a verb. It makes me smile.
Life= blech. I hate being in limbo and acting like such a stupid girl. I have a feeling that I know how it's all inevitably going to end, and I'd rather get it over with now before the break instead of dragging it out until next semester, but I doubt that's going to happen. I just realized that I'm shaking because I'm having such a hard time typing. I say it's low blood sugar. Tangent. Sorry.
Ummm... I feel loved only not? It's odd. And I'm terrified that everyone is going to go home for Christmas and see all of their high school friends, remember how much more they love their old friends, and I'll end up on the curb with the unwanted Christmas gifts.
Alisha is back from her exam. We are off to shaffe. I love how we've turned our campus dinning facility into a verb. It makes me smile.