i know i'm fine while i hear static on the radio
TayTay decided to be nice enough to drive me to Chain tonight so I could see the Plain White T's. Hurray for TayTay! Elmo came with us, and a grand time was had. The fork kicked my ass, and TayTay kicked my ass at the sugar game. And yes, some girls never will learn.... and I think I can name one person sicker than that, but only because of the fact of who she is. Haha! But still, she and that guy, they were good for each other. Every whale needs to be harpooned, right?
I'm beginning to discover little facts about someone that really make me think so much less of this person. It's just that, when I first met this person, they told me that they were very against certain things. And that they never have done other things. And that they never would do, or would consider doing, certain things. What, did you think I wouldn't figure it out? It's not that hard to put two and two together... I don't care what you do. It's your life, your body, your choice in friends and whatnot. But, I really wish you would stop being so decieving about it. I stood up for you when no one else would, the least I deserve is the truth. I thought we were "close friends". Close friends share things such as this with each other. Or at least, I thought they did. I guess I was wrong.... just don't do anything you'll regret once you find yourself in a new group of people that have different values.
It kills me when I don't get to talk to you. And it kills me that it's probably not killing you. I wish you could have waited for me... but, it's all gravy. Tomorrow, perhaps....
Anyway, school is finally out! We can all rejoice now! I got a B in algebra 2, but it's okay, I guess. I'm really dissapointed in myself cuz I thought I could still rely on my marvelous test scores to give me the A. But I guess the combination of not doing homework and getting Cs on tests gave me the B. My mom freaked out on me for getting a B, and ahhhhh we've been arguing night after night for so long now. It's like we can't even sit in the same room and be civil anymore! I got a D on my World History final, so it bumped my grade down to a B+... I was 11 points away from the A, and D-Dawg gave me the A-. I got an 89.6 in Kennard.. I went into the final with an 89.9 and I think I got a C on the final, but somehow I managed that and she rounded it to an A- for me. French I got an A+ in, I shouldn't even have taken the final! I had 664 out of 665 points.. and I got 100 out of 100 on my oral, which was our only final for the year. Chem is still iffy, I'm not sure if I got the A or B... hopefully the A.
I'm hacking off my hair tomorrow. For reals, this time. I promise.
I started writing again. Like, sitting down with pen and paper and writing. I guess something inside of me go jostled or something.
I'm beginning to discover little facts about someone that really make me think so much less of this person. It's just that, when I first met this person, they told me that they were very against certain things. And that they never have done other things. And that they never would do, or would consider doing, certain things. What, did you think I wouldn't figure it out? It's not that hard to put two and two together... I don't care what you do. It's your life, your body, your choice in friends and whatnot. But, I really wish you would stop being so decieving about it. I stood up for you when no one else would, the least I deserve is the truth. I thought we were "close friends". Close friends share things such as this with each other. Or at least, I thought they did. I guess I was wrong.... just don't do anything you'll regret once you find yourself in a new group of people that have different values.
It kills me when I don't get to talk to you. And it kills me that it's probably not killing you. I wish you could have waited for me... but, it's all gravy. Tomorrow, perhaps....
Anyway, school is finally out! We can all rejoice now! I got a B in algebra 2, but it's okay, I guess. I'm really dissapointed in myself cuz I thought I could still rely on my marvelous test scores to give me the A. But I guess the combination of not doing homework and getting Cs on tests gave me the B. My mom freaked out on me for getting a B, and ahhhhh we've been arguing night after night for so long now. It's like we can't even sit in the same room and be civil anymore! I got a D on my World History final, so it bumped my grade down to a B+... I was 11 points away from the A, and D-Dawg gave me the A-. I got an 89.6 in Kennard.. I went into the final with an 89.9 and I think I got a C on the final, but somehow I managed that and she rounded it to an A- for me. French I got an A+ in, I shouldn't even have taken the final! I had 664 out of 665 points.. and I got 100 out of 100 on my oral, which was our only final for the year. Chem is still iffy, I'm not sure if I got the A or B... hopefully the A.
I'm hacking off my hair tomorrow. For reals, this time. I promise.
I started writing again. Like, sitting down with pen and paper and writing. I guess something inside of me go jostled or something.