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[emodoesntsuck]

sometimes i wish i could scrape the inside of my memory clean. take away these certain things that haunt me and make them go away forever. i would do the same with the caveties of my heart. my these feelings vanish. not ever think about them or replay their memories. the ones that i try so hard to outrun. start off fast for the first week or so, then they catch up. the ongoing chase.

i am ready to be back in tampa.