What upsets me the most about these awkward situations..
Isn't the fact that I obviously still have feelings for him...
But how smug he is knowing the same is not true for him.
Why can't I just recover already?
It has been more than long enough to just get over him.
All we did was argue about everything at the end of it.
For some reason I have this really distinct memory where I woke up at his house and we cuddled, and I went downstairs to make coffee, got us both one, and we cuddled some more. We spent the rest of the afternoon on serebii.net and playing Pokémon Ruby and Sapphire. I think that was one of the best days I've ever had.
Hah.. I decided it would be an interesting idea to use the smoothy maker, and after putting all kinds of rediculous ingredients in it, ended up with something resembling vomit in both texture and color.
We watched some shitty TV and made out, and layed together on the couch, and I wish I could just feel that way one more time for someone, I mean I will be honest, I feel no where near the same about him as I did then.. I wish I did, that feeling was amazing, and I finally felt.. safe.
But how smug he is knowing the same is not true for him.
Why can't I just recover already?
It has been more than long enough to just get over him.
All we did was argue about everything at the end of it.
For some reason I have this really distinct memory where I woke up at his house and we cuddled, and I went downstairs to make coffee, got us both one, and we cuddled some more. We spent the rest of the afternoon on serebii.net and playing Pokémon Ruby and Sapphire. I think that was one of the best days I've ever had.
Hah.. I decided it would be an interesting idea to use the smoothy maker, and after putting all kinds of rediculous ingredients in it, ended up with something resembling vomit in both texture and color.
We watched some shitty TV and made out, and layed together on the couch, and I wish I could just feel that way one more time for someone, I mean I will be honest, I feel no where near the same about him as I did then.. I wish I did, that feeling was amazing, and I finally felt.. safe.