Content with Losing.
I really do miss being in love.
It was such an amazing feeling, and I think it kind of over-rode all of the little bad feelings, thoughts and ideas I had, which is why life always seems so much worse when you're not "with" someone, because you can just dwell on all of these negative emotions that just continue to eat and eat away at you, but when you're in love, you can just think of that person, or be with that person, and all of the negative ideas just kind of melt away, and for that moment, in their arms, you finally feel safe from all of the evil in the world, and everything that may be getting you down. [thanks longest sentance EVER.]
But yea, I know there's someone out there for me.. I can just feel it. Maybe I won't meet them until I move to Cali, but I know that my idea of a perfect partner is out there somewhere.
Star was crazy. I can't remember ANYTHING. It's quite bad. I did get rather upset over things, but I'm getting over them already, so that's nice. Last night Emma, Cynthia, Beechy and I went to see Hannibal Rising. Do not see it. Beech and Wee liked it, but Emma and I just wanted some food from Carpe rather than having to sit through the worst film ever and paying like £38972938.00 for it. Vue also supplied me with the worst nachos known to man, and I ate them anyway.
I've finally had a realization of who the people that care about me are, and that there are people there that really do care about me, and how I feel, and I want you all to know how much I appreciate you, and I think you're awesome. You blates know who you are.
It was such an amazing feeling, and I think it kind of over-rode all of the little bad feelings, thoughts and ideas I had, which is why life always seems so much worse when you're not "with" someone, because you can just dwell on all of these negative emotions that just continue to eat and eat away at you, but when you're in love, you can just think of that person, or be with that person, and all of the negative ideas just kind of melt away, and for that moment, in their arms, you finally feel safe from all of the evil in the world, and everything that may be getting you down. [thanks longest sentance EVER.]
But yea, I know there's someone out there for me.. I can just feel it. Maybe I won't meet them until I move to Cali, but I know that my idea of a perfect partner is out there somewhere.
Star was crazy. I can't remember ANYTHING. It's quite bad. I did get rather upset over things, but I'm getting over them already, so that's nice. Last night Emma, Cynthia, Beechy and I went to see Hannibal Rising. Do not see it. Beech and Wee liked it, but Emma and I just wanted some food from Carpe rather than having to sit through the worst film ever and paying like £38972938.00 for it. Vue also supplied me with the worst nachos known to man, and I ate them anyway.
I've finally had a realization of who the people that care about me are, and that there are people there that really do care about me, and how I feel, and I want you all to know how much I appreciate you, and I think you're awesome. You blates know who you are.