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Nov 22, 2002 22:25

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Re: yuh... anonymous December 9 2002, 17:08:48 UTC
Anna and Jordan,
I thought that I could respect you two, but now I have doubts...for one thing...Sara’s big ass mouth turned back to me with a couple stories about the thoughts on the two of you’s minds and it didn’t make me feel too good at all...In fact, It made me turn to dislike you two heartless-soul baring suck-lovers...For one, Ben Eberbaugh...what you said about him (and I’m sure you know your own views and words-of-mouth.)...was just not called for because you don’t even know him (ASSUMPTIONS MEAN SHIT AND GET YOU IN THE WRONG STATE-OF-MIND)...I knew him pretty well, for he grew up with my brother and was the kindest guy out of the whole group...sure he made stupid choices (I’ve made stupid choices)...I would hate to know that you talk shit about me If I were to be dead and have the ability to look back onto what people thought of me while so (Jordan’s been through even more shit than Ben..and myself (In a lot of areas) that is...I know things about Jordan that You will never know and I will never tell because he’d find a way to turn it into what you LOVE TO HEAR, ANNA...so I’ll just keep it at that.) but I bet Jordan would hate for people to look upon his death negatively for what he’s done in the past.....especially Jordan...I’ve seen how he’s snaked his way into girls’ pants and how he’s hurt them..as a third wheel sometimes, first hand...Isn’t that right Jordan?..and I know facts from others that I never wanted to know...shit that makes me twitch at the thought of something you did with your ex-girlfriends...shit that just isn’t respectful at all)..HEARTLESS PRICK!!! take a vacation..find out what life is about before you BASH ON ANOTHER PERSON’S LIFE THAT HAS ENDED...I mean, to say that about another HUMAN BEING’S life or look down upon them NEGATIVELY is wrong either way...the things that people do are because they are able to do so...the scenarios are just perfect in peoples lives to do either wrong or right...but everyone has the chance to better themselves (DIFFERENCE IS THE KEY...EVERYONE IS DIFFERENT...everyone grows at a different pace.) you two, myself, and everyone else in the world are different (no matter if you dress the same 8o)...I’m lookin at you two pathetic Heartless dipshits)...Anyway..Ben Eberbaugh had a lot to him..sure he was a little rambunctious in his day..and he drank...but he made every one of his friends feel good, he had future plans in other areas than The Black Lips...he had as much as any other human would that found something to make them happy as an individual and when I heard that you said stuff negatively about Ben, It made me realize how little you think positive about people and It actually makes me sad...I mean..I feel bad for even knowing you two..I wish that was something that never went through my life...If there was a “devil” his mentality would be as low as yours...people like you are why the world Is so bad and so opinionated....I try not to be too opinionated anymore (sorry if I am in this SHOUT OUT letter...my BAD!!)....I still respect you as people...but as fare as some things go....I wish I never knew you....don’t ever speak like that about someone who has DIED and you know very little about...OK?!?!...good luck to the two of you!!!
YOUR FUCKING PAL, BRENT!!
P.S.- when one of you die in the future...I’ll pay my respects to your grave with a thin stream of urine to
help fertilize the ground. Were one day, roots from a tree will RIP through your lifeless decomposing bodies...hope you live a great life up until then o¿0

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Re: yuh... emodiaries December 9 2002, 20:36:03 UTC
umm this letter is pointless because we were saying bad things about SARA NOT BEN. get your facts straight then you can talk to me. we have the utmost respect for ben and his tragic death. this was about sara.

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You don't add up. anonymous December 10 2002, 11:14:15 UTC
It makes me sick on how hostile you are. I can assure you with the utmost sincerity we never said anything bad about Ben. What would be are motive to do so Brent? Get your facts straight. Ben has our utmost respect and he is in our prayers. We only tried to show people that Sara isn't all that she seems to be. You should know that by now Brent. I don't need you or anyone else telling me about my so called flaws or what I've done in the past....i don't have any idea what that could be. why don't you make something up? you seem to be good at that. I make my own decisions unlike you and anyone else of your so called friends. My decisions are not easily influenced by other people. I do what i want. If that's so fucking wrong Brent then meet me face to face and tell me instead of being a coward and typing horrible messages in Anna's journal. I will never forgive you for this. I've forgiven you countless times but...this is the last straw. I don't want a part of your childish games anymore. I want you out of my life. Don't talk to me ever again i won't miss you anymore don't worry. I'm sick of trying to pursue some sort of friendship with you in the future. i've come to the conclusion that it's impossible. you're sick...seek help. Feel free not to respond this comment with one of your hostile immature comments. It doesn't matter either way to me because your only making yourself look worse.

P.S. Yes i wear jeans, t-shirts, shoes, socks, jackets and scarfs....so does like half the population...nice try though...

Yours,
jordan

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Re: You don't add up. anonymous December 10 2002, 16:51:18 UTC
Sorry about the "hOsTiLiTy." I was only reacting from what Sara told me...Since it was wrong..I was wrong about what I said...I went on a foolish, mindless rampage and do sincerely apologise...but Jordan -->[ I don't need you or anyone else telling me about my so called flaws or what I've done in the past....i don't have any idea what that could be. ]--c'mon...it would be simply idotic to falsely paint a pretty picture of your past for Anna when I know certain things/scenarios...and you know things/scenarios about me...the things that possibly make you cling to others as you did Anna...'twas funny when you and your "friends" would accuse me of the same things you do today as being wrong...You seem to be the hostile one in this situation...Is there anything eating you inside?
.......stop reading from the same Dictionary......or should i say
"Your utmost intelligence of everything is sickening."
-brent

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Re: You don't add up. emodiaries December 10 2002, 17:07:07 UTC
funny you should mention painting a pretty picture for anna. considering that was our ENTIRE relationship. you sugarcoated your past and present for me. you cannot deny that due to the fact that its the reason why we broke up. but despite all that i do not regret what happened between us. you were a part of my life and i do not wish that it never happened. i'm sorry you regret what happened, but i did honestly care for you whether you cared for me or not. and the time we spent together and the memories i have are not tainted. but whatever...now i see you're a heartless selfish bastard who lies about anything and everything to get what you want. its not a coincidence that you always accuse jordan of the same exact thing because you're too fucking afraid to admit that you are what you hate.

~anna

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Re: You don't add up. anonymous December 10 2002, 17:10:10 UTC
Haha. I laugh at your attempts to get beneath my skin. I do not accept your apology. And I wish you out of my life. You do not know me Brent. We were never close. Nothing is eating away at me because I found how to be honest with myself and others. With all do respect stay out of my life. You are no one to me. You know nothing. All you know is hear say. I give you permission to tell Anna whatever you want about me. I'm sure she already knows everything and i'm confident I will be with her for the rest of my life. So go ahead Brent try and ruin the relationship anna and I have and in the end you find you are the snake not me.

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