IMPORTANTquantemdeepSeptember 2 2002, 22:57:46 UTC
(GIVE THIS TO JORDAN...IF HE CAN BOTHER ME...I CAN BOTHER YOU!) Do you know what, Jordan?...i look DOWN upon you, bub!...not ONLY are you a piece of low-life trash at the moment...but you have picked the wosrt time to treaten one's life..or threaten anyone at all...you are a sad sad pathetic guy and i hope you rot as one too...most likely will since you'll never open up to be yourself...you've been engulfed by different style/scenes after style/scenes and i thought that you were unique by doing so this whole time...sure you were...along with the rest of the a-holes in the world...you are truely one of the most pathetic loads ever who scurry helplessly across this earth...I remember when denial didn't take over your life...I remember when everyone loved you because (yes; sure you did drugs and what-not..but we were young and stupid..everyone's young and stupid..except people mess it all up cuz they avoid what a kid's life holds) you were unique...very unique...you've given that up for a girl...look at yourself oneday and ask yourself.."where is myself?" when you look at you're hairstyle...or.."why don't i have many friends except Anna, and Holloway, and all the other ones that you don't avoid because you're scared of confronting supposed ENEMIES?"....be yourself Fss Aucker Face...and if you think this is a stupid E-maill....whatever...i think you and anna are full of it and full of eachother...it would all be ok if you just didn't avoid me in the first place...or laugh at me and get sarcastic with me because you thought i was crazy....so what if i come out as "crazy"...i was so deep into believing exactly what wasn't true with anna and myself...that it took loosing that to come back to my senses..i got knocked off the cycle...and it threw me down hard...don't wanna see it happen to you.....BUT IF THAT COMMENT YOU LEFT ME WAS A THREAT OF ANY TYPE>>>SPAWNED FROM DENIAL OR ANY CRAP LIKE THAT>>>THEN I WANT YOU TO SHOW ME WHAT YOU'VE GOT>>>I'LL MEET YOU>>>GIVE YOU A GUN POINTED AT MY HEAD AND SEE HOW SERIOUS YOU ARE>>>BECAUSE IF YOU'RE GOING TO GET IN THE WAY OF ME>>>THEN GET IN THE WAY LIKE YOU'RE NOT A WUSS AND TAKE MY LIFE....if not..then i don't have any time for you...i'm moving on and i'll be myself..it's sad how you think that i'm wasting a wonderful life (or it's already wasted...i wasn't quite sure of your comment) because you're doing exactly that and don't know it...you're an IDEALIST just like Anna...you're her IDEAL guy and you two live in an IDEAL world...it's sad...NOTHING IS EVER IDEAL...it always crumbles before it gets too big at all...live up to your knowledge of history Mr. I LOVE THE HISTORY CHANNEL...you're really not even worth my time...this will be the last E-mail I'll ever write for such a loser...I'll move on with my intensions and you can move with whatever i don't know about...because I can say that I'm well adapted and well...BETTER THAN YOU!!!...tell Lut-a-Kriss that christian EMo/Hardcore/JEESSUSS is representing something that is just a look..and christianity is more than dressing up and going to shows and occasionally calling yourself a christian because you read some of the bible and pray with families at supper...i could care | | <---this much about this little e-mail...because it's like spray-painting on a brick wall and hoping for it to talk...I have plans and arrangements of things to do in life...aspirations and such...school in Europe the next year or two...and possibly touring with Man...or Astro-Man? next Summer...Rob from the band likes Tabitha's stuff...and the rest supposedly like it even more considering that they've E-mailed us like 3 times about getting onto their booking agency since wednesday when we gave them a new demo....so...what do you have to show for in your life?...accept anger, laughter, and being really good at making fun of people in a very immature way. -brent (I hope I sound like an EGOTISTICAL ass-hole now) i want people to hate me...same goes to you anna...it's funny how you can hate people now....YOU A CRISTIAN FOR CHRIST'S SAKE...and i am not refering to reliogion in any sort of cruel way or with Biggotry
Re: IMPORTANTemodiariesSeptember 3 2002, 07:39:15 UTC
i can't reply for jordan...only for myself. first off, don't tell me what i am and presume to know my beliefs. don't even begin to delve into that area. after all, you are the king of saying one thing and doing another, considering our whole relationship was a big lie and you being someone totally different from your true self. so i don't think you should even touch the subject of jordan changing for me or whatever you think he is doing. you don't even know jordan and the way he is now or the reasons he has changed. but like i said, i can't reply for him, only for myself. anyway, i do not deserve that title of "christian". i do not live my life in that way and i know that. i hold certain beliefs but to call myself a christian would be practically a slap in the face of God and i would be a hypocrite. second, don't even bring in the band luti kriss or whatever you were trying to do. YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT THEM. HAVE YOU EVEN READ ONE WORD OF THEIR LYRICS, HEARD ONE WORD FROM THEIR MOUTHS? HAVE YOU SEEN THEIR HEARTS AS I HAVE AND OTHER TRUE FANS, FRIENDS, OR ANYONE WHO HAS SO MUCH AS SPOKEN TO ONE OF THEM HAS? no you haven't. you don't know how they live their lives. they are in this band only for the reason to spread the word of God. they do not represent the scene in any way, only Jesus Christ. and screw you for denying them the respect they deserve. and bad mouthing the "scene" for the clothes they wear just needs to stop. the best christians and the most dedicated christians i have ever met have been in the "scene". just because they wear trendy clothes and listen to emo or hardcore music has no bearing on their character. you're being judgemental about people you have never met or given a chance. and not every single person claims to be a christian. there are several proclaimed atheists. so this is not just a christian thing. frankly, you sound like a moron talking about something you have had VERY few encounters with. and third, calling me an idealist is just beyond me. granted, i used to be. but thanks to YOU i am not anymore. even in the few short months you have not known me i have changed. changed for myself, not jordan or anyone else, however only in small ways. but you don't even deserve to know about that. and lastly, i'm actually very happy you never quit smoking. it only brings you one step closer to an early death that would happily rid this planet of your worthless existence. good day.
Re: IMPORTANTemodiariesSeptember 3 2002, 07:45:36 UTC
few more things... 1. for the record, YOU have been the aggressor in these situations, so in reality you have no right to harass me. 2. i have a hell of a lot more to show for my life than you do. it always was and always will be that way. 3. learn to spell
Re: IMPORTANTquantemdeepSeptember 3 2002, 16:21:48 UTC
1st i never said i was going to harm you physically "bub". 2nd i stopped doing drugs because drug abuse runs in my family and i dont want to turn into an alcholic like my father you ass hole. 3rd i find myself more unique that i dont consume drugs. 4th i know where myself is and who i am. 5th did i ever change scenes/stlyes or whatnot? what scene? i was never really in one. and my style or the music i like is free to change just like it is for you. 6th friends change too. 7th i think you're full of it. 8th everyone is an idealist buddy. look at yourself and man or astroman. 9th who are you to say you're better than anyone? 10th who are you to label anyone as anything? 11th just because you're touring with man or astroman doesnt mean people are going to like your band. you guys suck anyway. i've seen you live and i've heard your demo. others think so as well but are you afraid to hurt you. 12th you are more of an idealist than anyone.
Do you know what, Jordan?...i look DOWN upon you, bub!...not ONLY are you a piece of low-life trash at the moment...but you have picked the wosrt time to treaten one's life..or threaten anyone at all...you are a sad sad pathetic guy and i hope you rot as one too...most likely will since you'll never open up to be yourself...you've been engulfed by different style/scenes after style/scenes and i thought that you were unique by doing so this whole time...sure you were...along with the rest of the a-holes in the world...you are truely one of the most pathetic loads ever who scurry helplessly across this earth...I remember when denial didn't take over your life...I remember when everyone loved you because (yes; sure you did drugs and what-not..but we were young and stupid..everyone's young and stupid..except people mess it all up cuz they avoid what a kid's life holds) you were unique...very unique...you've given that up for a girl...look at yourself oneday and ask yourself.."where is myself?" when you look at you're hairstyle...or.."why don't i have many friends except Anna, and Holloway, and all the other ones that you don't avoid because you're scared of confronting supposed ENEMIES?"....be yourself Fss Aucker Face...and if you think this is a stupid E-maill....whatever...i think you and anna are full of it and full of eachother...it would all be ok if you just didn't avoid me in the first place...or laugh at me and get sarcastic with me because you thought i was crazy....so what if i come out as "crazy"...i was so deep into believing exactly what wasn't true with anna and myself...that it took loosing that to come back to my senses..i got knocked off the cycle...and it threw me down hard...don't wanna see it happen to you.....BUT IF THAT COMMENT YOU LEFT ME WAS A THREAT OF ANY TYPE>>>SPAWNED FROM DENIAL OR ANY CRAP LIKE THAT>>>THEN I WANT YOU TO SHOW ME WHAT YOU'VE GOT>>>I'LL MEET YOU>>>GIVE YOU A GUN POINTED AT MY HEAD AND SEE HOW SERIOUS YOU ARE>>>BECAUSE IF YOU'RE GOING TO GET IN THE WAY OF ME>>>THEN GET IN THE WAY LIKE YOU'RE NOT A WUSS AND TAKE MY LIFE....if not..then i don't have any time for you...i'm moving on and i'll be myself..it's sad how you think that i'm wasting a wonderful life (or it's already wasted...i wasn't quite sure of your comment) because you're doing exactly that and don't know it...you're an IDEALIST just like Anna...you're her IDEAL guy and you two live in an IDEAL world...it's sad...NOTHING IS EVER IDEAL...it always crumbles before it gets too big at all...live up to your knowledge of history Mr. I LOVE THE HISTORY CHANNEL...you're really not even worth my time...this will be the last E-mail I'll ever write for such a loser...I'll move on with my intensions and you can move with whatever i don't know about...because I can say that I'm well adapted and well...BETTER THAN YOU!!!...tell Lut-a-Kriss that christian EMo/Hardcore/JEESSUSS is representing something that is just a look..and christianity is more than dressing up and going to shows and occasionally calling yourself a christian because you read some of the bible and pray with families at supper...i could care | | <---this much about this little e-mail...because it's like spray-painting on a brick wall and hoping for it to talk...I have plans and arrangements of things to do in life...aspirations and such...school in Europe the next year or two...and possibly touring with Man...or Astro-Man? next Summer...Rob from the band likes Tabitha's stuff...and the rest supposedly like it even more considering that they've E-mailed us like 3 times about getting onto their booking agency since wednesday when we gave them a new demo....so...what do you have to show for in your life?...accept anger, laughter, and being really good at making fun of people in a very immature way.
-brent
(I hope I sound like an EGOTISTICAL ass-hole now)
i want people to hate me...same goes to you anna...it's funny how you can hate people now....YOU A CRISTIAN FOR CHRIST'S SAKE...and i am not refering to reliogion in any sort of cruel way or with Biggotry
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1. for the record, YOU have been the aggressor in these situations, so in reality you have no right to harass me.
2. i have a hell of a lot more to show for my life than you do. it always was and always will be that way.
3. learn to spell
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2nd i stopped doing drugs because drug abuse runs in my family and i dont want to turn into an alcholic like my father you ass hole.
3rd i find myself more unique that i dont consume drugs.
4th i know where myself is and who i am.
5th did i ever change scenes/stlyes or whatnot? what scene? i was never really in one. and my style or the music i like is free to change just like it is for you.
6th friends change too.
7th i think you're full of it.
8th everyone is an idealist buddy. look at yourself and man or astroman.
9th who are you to say you're better than anyone?
10th who are you to label anyone as anything?
11th just because you're touring with man or astroman doesnt mean people are going to like your band. you guys suck anyway. i've seen you live and i've heard your demo. others think so as well but are you afraid to hurt you.
12th you are more of an idealist than anyone.
your best bub,
jordan
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