o god jan, see I told u I was the answer. I love how u care so much on whut happens to me and randall. or maybe it wasn’t that whut I told him that caught ur attention. Maybe it was some thing else some one told u I said that night that perhaps made u get that lil ol feeling of joy or whut ever. Stop saying shit and making urself think that what I said that night(not about randall) was the way it came out. I know how u like to change shit around and lie. How dare you even try and make Evie WHOOPS I MEAN Christina that. I didn't say whut u WISH I did say. Don't flatter urself dear.
And me telling u to die was said when I was SOBER... no drunk talk this time. Its funny to hear you try and say that I’m trying sooooo hard to be "punk" or "hardcore"... that's funny hearing that come out of some one who claims to be "EMOde out" blinker. Seriously, jan the only person u haven't brainwashed yet is the only person you have left in this world. Which is why you stick around it so you can take advantage of it. ITS ALL YOU HAVE LEFT. sooo sad.
Ya and don't start saying shit like "oh u must care about me and have life to read this and comment back blah blah" ya same flattering shit. I’m only writing back because I’m not gonna let u step all over me and plus u know how I always hav something back to say. Your the biggest hypocrite I know. And I KNOW I’m not alone on this one when I say it. I think the best shit for u to do right now and so on is just to keep ur mouth shut. Maybe people wouldn't hate u so much the way the do now and maybe u wouldn't hate us so much for hating u... and blaming it on saying that its our "fakeness" that pisses u off. Its the fact that ur alone that makes u hate every thing. and honestly think about how more horrible ur life would be if u didn’t have Evie- I MEAN Christina in it. Its all you have left and u KNOW it, maybe that's why u keep her around. I KNOW for a fact that u looooov when people love u and give u so much attention. and now that no one loves u, u hate it and it KILLS u.... u did this to ur self. sorry.
sincerely, Evie
o ya and just don't even bother writing back, I already know what ur gonna say. I’m worthless, I have typos, I’m dumb, I’m wanna be punk, I’m wasting ur time, I should shut up blah blah. It’s ok because its coming from ur mouth. the biggest full of shit person I know.
I mean no harmagun2urheadJanuary 8 2005, 02:13:44 UTC
::speaking w/ ease so not to offend ne one:: In all truth, evie does has a point... you have no one to blame but yourself. Yes i know it may sound mean but it is the truth. So all advice I can give you, is just not to say ne thing bout ne one, no matter how hard you may bite your tongue, let them say what they will, and just blow it off. But the best thing you can do right now is just to keep christina close to you and be true to her, dont mess her up because if you do, no one will be by your side.
And me telling u to die was said when I was SOBER... no drunk talk this time. Its funny to hear you try and say that I’m trying sooooo hard to be "punk" or "hardcore"... that's funny hearing that come out of some one who claims to be "EMOde out" blinker. Seriously, jan the only person u haven't brainwashed yet is the only person you have left in this world. Which is why you stick around it so you can take advantage of it. ITS ALL YOU HAVE LEFT. sooo sad.
Ya and don't start saying shit like "oh u must care about me and have life to read this and comment back blah blah" ya same flattering shit. I’m only writing back because I’m not gonna let u step all over me and plus u know how I always hav something back to say. Your the biggest hypocrite I know. And I KNOW I’m not alone on this one when I say it. I think the best shit for u to do right now and so on is just to keep ur mouth shut. Maybe people wouldn't hate u so much the way the do now and maybe u wouldn't hate us so much for hating u... and blaming it on saying that its our "fakeness" that pisses u off. Its the fact that ur alone that makes u hate every thing. and honestly think about how more horrible ur life would be if u didn’t have Evie- I MEAN Christina in it. Its all you have left and u KNOW it, maybe that's why u keep her around. I KNOW for a fact that u looooov when people love u and give u so much attention. and now that no one loves u, u hate it and it KILLS u.... u did this to ur self. sorry.
sincerely,
Evie
o ya and just don't even bother writing back, I already know what ur gonna say. I’m worthless, I have typos, I’m dumb, I’m wanna be punk, I’m wasting ur time, I should shut up blah blah. It’s ok because its coming from ur mouth. the biggest full of shit person I know.
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In all truth, evie does has a point... you have no one to blame but yourself. Yes i know it may sound mean but it is the truth. So all advice I can give you, is just not to say ne thing bout ne one, no matter how hard you may bite your tongue, let them say what they will, and just blow it off. But the best thing you can do right now is just to keep christina close to you and be true to her, dont mess her up because if you do, no one will be by your side.
-An ex friend from the past
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