May 24, 2004 06:40
well, it's 6:28 and i am awake... and WHY!? okay, here's the reason why..
my mother runs in my room.. "Jay! it's 10 after 7, get up! you're going to be late.." so i am all rushing and stuff, just throwing on clothes and then i hurried to the bathroom and irritated the living shit out of my eyes just so i could put my contacts in faster than usual...(my right eye is still bloodshot.. >_>) thanks mom. <3 so, now i still have 30 minutes before shea calls me... *pout*
Friday was good, met up with shea and kelly at the books-a-million parking lot and got made fun of the whole time; went to the Bobby Hill show with Shea. hung out with her, Andy, and some dumbasses from school who have no life. <3 Bobby Hill is so great, his music is just so good. i wanna be like that one day, but yeah right. i should just go up there and read poetry. that could rock, if i ever got the balls up to do it.. -_-;
Saturday was cool too, not to mention how extremely god damn hot it was. met justin, andy, and bonnie at Justin's grandmothers and we went skating, then went back to his grandmother's and chilled in his room while listening to him and Bonnie kissing for twenty minutes. then my savior matt called. ;) so, i left and met up with him, Marc, and Spellers.., so we went and skated.. Marc broke his board got pissed and was leaving and Matt almost hit his Protege5, so marc got more pissed and left. good going, savior. saw shea after i tore my right hand open extremely bad. five holes are better than one? gah, i love her. i couldn't even feel my hand while she was there. =p then my savior and i got something to eat after killing Ryan... "g.g.g.g.g.g.g.g.g.g.uys!?" yeah, that's ryan stuttering, he's a machine. :) MachuWok' <3. skated with Mega-Christian Josh Boughtaford. and he was all complaining about F-Bombs or some shit.. and i was like "wtf" so, i got pissed and just layed down while he complained about no one playing skate. then went home and sleeeeeeeept. <3
Sunday was the best, believe you me. woke up, got a shower and got dressed. then went and met shea at her house for her baculaurette. she was so beautiful. ^_^; it makes me kinda sad that she's graduating, cause i'll be all in school for the next two years while she's all free and away from me until school is out. breaks me. :( i love her to death though, so i can handle it. :)
after that we went and ate at PoFolks with her Mother, Brandy, and Kristy ended up eating too. kristy rocks, when she wants to. her and her plasma face. >_> don't ask, pls. ty. went back to shea's and chilled and finally saw Scary Movie 3... god that movie is hilarious. <3<3<3<3
then shea and i went and chilled around dothan doing what not, then we went back to her house and she still had 30 minutes before she had to be home, so we went to Wal mart and i got me some cokes cause i was extremely thirsty. why? dunno, just one of those moments when you get thirsty, i guess? shea is my world, shea is my everything.
i just found out that my Mother, Grandmother(mom's mother), and Aunt Janice is going to Gatlinburg next week. GUESS WHAT!? shea is going on the 14th, odd odd odd. i wont see her for 5 days. going to be the hardest 5 days of my life. believe you me. :(
shea means the world to me, i can't see myself without her.
i couldn't even picture being without her.
i love you, shea ___ maddox. you're the kittens, jump out of the box. <3<3<3<3