shea.
listen. everyone. listen. shea = god to me. i've never had anyone remotely turn around my life like shea has... no one has ever touched me like shea has.(not physically.. YET i hope. <3<3<3) anywho... ^_^;; i love her.. and everything she has done to me and for me.
i usually wake up all sloppy and get tardy to school, now i wake up on time just so i can hear shea's half-awake.. and god so beautiful voice everymorning.. it pushes my day. i love the way she is my first kiss.. and i hope my only. the "things" i get when i kiss her, the way her kisses outline around my neck and make every pain i've ever felt dessipate when she does, the way she hovers over me in the jimmy, the way she keeps her arms around my neck, the way she sucks on my lip(hawthawthawt!!!!)the way she changed my life around, the way i keep pushing in everything i do to better myself for her, the way i push myself and finish my work in school now just so i can sleep so the day goes by faster because i know i'll see her after school somehow, the way she gives me a reason to write poetry again(good poetry and i hope never bad.)
shea ___ maddox.. you're everything to me, everything. i've given up so much for you already, and i am still giving things up for you. you're worth any struggle and any fight.. i'll fight the world for you. there's no way to put how i feel in words for you, i know it's not been the longest relationship.. but i hope it lasts uber long. even though it's not long yet, i feel for you.. like i could be with you forever.. and i really really would love that. i adore you and everything about you. there's no way i could ever forget you and if the chance came to where you quit talking to me or we broke away from each other and quit speaking, i'd seriously inflict physical harm upon myself. my life was worthless until you came in, all i did was skated and dreamed of living and loving. now.. i skate, dream of you, live, love, and actually achieve something in life. my main goal in life was to fall in-love.. and look at me, shea. look at me.
i wish i could see the future.. just so i could know how long we last.. and quit worrying about it. i'll never let anyone get inbetween us... ANYONE. if blake wants to fight me, i'll fight. i won't let him even remotely attempts to ruin what we have. i'm still writing.. and god knows there's so much more to be said.. so much more.. i love everything about you, i love the way you make me anticipate a new day.. the way i look foreward holding you and kissing you. god, i'll never let you go. i could spend 24 hours with you.. and never get tired. trust me! i look around my room every night i wake up... wondering where you are. what i'd give to spend a night with you.. i bet you're so beautiful when you sleep, if it's even possible to get more beautiful than you already are. god, i wonder if there's a limit to posts... cause i'm not done yet, my love. i don't care if people be-friend me because of you.. you're worth the chance, just like i told josh. let him spread his lies and try to feed his bullshit to me...
i look foreward to you being my first everything shea, my first everything.
i want to break my seal and just do everything with you.
you've already became my everything.. and i can't give you enough to repay what you've done to my life... you've been such an impact on my little life.. now it's worth it all.. it's worth it all.. and i hope all your friends like me, cause i wouldn't want them to be meaniefaces to you because they disliked me. nothing is wrong.(forget cockroach) everything is right.. you're right.. i am right.. i love you. shea, ask me for anything.. and it's yours.. i'll try my god damned hardest to make you happy and get you what you want. i can't ask you for anything, you've given me all i want... and all i've ever wanted... love.... yours. all my friends told me. "you're just an emokid.. you need someone to love, that's it.." look at me shea.. i found THE one.. you're THE one... the one i wanna spend the rest of eternity for you. i'll never give up on you.. i'll keep coming and keep coming.. and keep coming.. and keep coming.. until one day.. i can finally propose.. trust me, i'm going to propose to you.. one far off day from tomorrow... one day.. 3-4-6 years down the road.. you're mine.. mineminemine... MINEMINEMINE... i love you, god so much, shea.. god so much.. i can't even explain.. how much i love you.. you can't even begin to fathom the emotions that spew from my worthful body now.. god i love you and everything about you.
warm and nice.. and stuff.. and i love your kiss.. your tongue piercing.. everything..
i could kiss you forever.. o.o you just taste so nummy.. i want you, i want you, i want you...
shea ___ maddox, i want you. =X badly. take me. <3<3<3<3
i usually wake up all sloppy and get tardy to school, now i wake up on time just so i can hear shea's half-awake.. and god so beautiful voice everymorning.. it pushes my day. i love the way she is my first kiss.. and i hope my only. the "things" i get when i kiss her, the way her kisses outline around my neck and make every pain i've ever felt dessipate when she does, the way she hovers over me in the jimmy, the way she keeps her arms around my neck, the way she sucks on my lip(hawthawthawt!!!!)the way she changed my life around, the way i keep pushing in everything i do to better myself for her, the way i push myself and finish my work in school now just so i can sleep so the day goes by faster because i know i'll see her after school somehow, the way she gives me a reason to write poetry again(good poetry and i hope never bad.)
shea ___ maddox.. you're everything to me, everything. i've given up so much for you already, and i am still giving things up for you. you're worth any struggle and any fight.. i'll fight the world for you. there's no way to put how i feel in words for you, i know it's not been the longest relationship.. but i hope it lasts uber long. even though it's not long yet, i feel for you.. like i could be with you forever.. and i really really would love that. i adore you and everything about you. there's no way i could ever forget you and if the chance came to where you quit talking to me or we broke away from each other and quit speaking, i'd seriously inflict physical harm upon myself. my life was worthless until you came in, all i did was skated and dreamed of living and loving. now.. i skate, dream of you, live, love, and actually achieve something in life. my main goal in life was to fall in-love.. and look at me, shea. look at me.
i wish i could see the future.. just so i could know how long we last.. and quit worrying about it. i'll never let anyone get inbetween us... ANYONE. if blake wants to fight me, i'll fight. i won't let him even remotely attempts to ruin what we have. i'm still writing.. and god knows there's so much more to be said.. so much more.. i love everything about you, i love the way you make me anticipate a new day.. the way i look foreward holding you and kissing you. god, i'll never let you go. i could spend 24 hours with you.. and never get tired. trust me! i look around my room every night i wake up... wondering where you are. what i'd give to spend a night with you.. i bet you're so beautiful when you sleep, if it's even possible to get more beautiful than you already are. god, i wonder if there's a limit to posts... cause i'm not done yet, my love. i don't care if people be-friend me because of you.. you're worth the chance, just like i told josh. let him spread his lies and try to feed his bullshit to me...
i look foreward to you being my first everything shea, my first everything.
i want to break my seal and just do everything with you.
you've already became my everything.. and i can't give you enough to repay what you've done to my life... you've been such an impact on my little life.. now it's worth it all.. it's worth it all.. and i hope all your friends like me, cause i wouldn't want them to be meaniefaces to you because they disliked me. nothing is wrong.(forget cockroach) everything is right.. you're right.. i am right.. i love you. shea, ask me for anything.. and it's yours.. i'll try my god damned hardest to make you happy and get you what you want. i can't ask you for anything, you've given me all i want... and all i've ever wanted... love.... yours. all my friends told me. "you're just an emokid.. you need someone to love, that's it.." look at me shea.. i found THE one.. you're THE one... the one i wanna spend the rest of eternity for you. i'll never give up on you.. i'll keep coming and keep coming.. and keep coming.. and keep coming.. until one day.. i can finally propose.. trust me, i'm going to propose to you.. one far off day from tomorrow... one day.. 3-4-6 years down the road.. you're mine.. mineminemine... MINEMINEMINE... i love you, god so much, shea.. god so much.. i can't even explain.. how much i love you.. you can't even begin to fathom the emotions that spew from my worthful body now.. god i love you and everything about you.
warm and nice.. and stuff.. and i love your kiss.. your tongue piercing.. everything..
i could kiss you forever.. o.o you just taste so nummy.. i want you, i want you, i want you...
shea ___ maddox, i want you. =X badly. take me. <3<3<3<3