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i did it again. i brought all my hopes up and then fell for a shadow. a shadow. what am i doing to myself? why do i always let this happen? i keep trying to change who i am for my own good and it seems that it always goes back to the same shattered road. everytime i shed a tear pieces of my heart come out in the droplets. there's not even a heart there anymore. it finally just finished and dried up right now. right this second. finally i reach my goal..to have no heart