realization.disgust.insanity ensues.

[emocowgirl]

the amount of importance.
the idea. the mold. the myth.
it all sickens me.
you can let her in.
because shes smooth.
her lips.
her skin.
so you think. shes so fucking smooth.

smooth enough. smoothing over. all her imperfections in character. lack thereof.
her falsity in personality.

yours too. apparently.
you arent what. who i thought you were.
the substance isnt there.
is there anything there?
anything real?
anything fucking genuine.
you fuck.

you fuck.
anything that walks.

you dont value our friendship. you dont value anything worth it.
have another drink and drive yourself home.

party till your fucking brains fall out.
snort another line.
melt whats left inside.
youre too ignorant to see your loss.

i cant believe i ever fell for your shit.
any of it.

you never fucking loved me.
you never had respect. not for me. or for yourself.

ill be here. ill never forget. just to laugh in your face.
when you realize how bad you fucked shit up.

DUMB. FUCK.