oh yes

[emocoaster]

so im jinxing myself by saying this, but things are trning around for me. i get down at times but nothing like i used to.... ABSOLUTLY nothing like when i started this (and the dead on) journal. so its great for the time being, and even if things dont work out, im working my way forward. HENCE.. what i'm geting at at least. i figured out the nice guy problem, and i say fuck it. i'll be how i want. also, no more meeting people in the internet ever for me. i havnt for over a year, but the 3 or 4 i did turned out to be bad experiences, save for one... but that ended like a nightmare. all in all, i grew through it, i got a bit to go but im understanding the world now. which leads me to the ultimate point of this post... i wont be posting in this journal anymore... maybe once or twice if theres a huge occurnace, but for the most part i'm done. if i do.... i'll start a new name, and itll be a whats goign on journal, not a feeling journal. so that's it i guess. thanks to those of yu that helped me though it and for the experiences ive had all. but damn this is done, and i've moved on :D

later,
Richie