May 25, 2003 02:53
so i'm still a little drunk from the surprise bday party i just threw. it went off better than thought it would. plenty of people there, good times all around. it died down a little early but oh the fuck well. however, i deffinitly noticed that my crush hasn't died down in the least bit. if anyone here that's reading this can tel me how to kill it that would be greatly appreciated. i'd want nothing more than to have things work out with her but not only have i not a chance but i think i'd make a fool of myself. so i guess the only conclusion i can come to is to try and get over it, i just dont know how.
but anyways, apart from that, i'm muy glad the party went well. everyone had a great time and things are nice i guess. till nect time :)
Richie