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ever felt so alone and depressed that even though people are talking to you and asking you how your doing u know its just out of habit? i dont even know where this is coming from but i just get these burst of depression that make me do all this bad stuff that i hate to remember later, but then find myself doing it again so its kinda useless to hate to remember....no, i am not suicidal i am just a self-mutilator, if not by a blade then by some other means...plz dont go all "ben plz stop blah blah blah" b/c all ill do is say okay and keep doing it....i do it b/c this gives me comfort, it is like your safety blanky