summer
so yesterday was the last day of school. part of me is glad that it's over but the other part wishes that this school year would never end.
besides stoopid class and really stoopid teachers i think that this past semester was the best one ever. now everyone in our group of friends is leaving except for me. next year i'm not going to have any friends in general. i'm not going to have any friends because half of my friends are just leaving and falling off the face of the planet, i will never ever see them again. and then there are the cedarview crew who will be there but i wont see them i will only be at huron for one class a day. so my day will consist of going to the hospital for co-op until 12:30, running to school for music and society until 2:15 and then going home unnoticed to sit in my room and be by myself all the time.
i really hope that i will still be able to go to cedarview in the summer and next year and stuff. i shouldn't go into detail because right now it may just be a misunderstanding but my other half is saying that he doesn't want to go to uth anymore because of work on wednesdays and a bunch of other stuff and he wants to go to some other church in the marsh but i don't want to. i like cedarview. sure the church isn't perfect but you will find problems at EVERY church. i finally feel like i fit in at cedarview so i don't want to move again because in another five years i will have to switch churches again when we get married. i already have moved once and it was horrible. i have already made all new friends and im involved in stuff at cedarview. i don't want to go.
i hope that this is a good summer. i really really do. i want to go out and do fun stuff with people before i have to say goodbye.
besides stoopid class and really stoopid teachers i think that this past semester was the best one ever. now everyone in our group of friends is leaving except for me. next year i'm not going to have any friends in general. i'm not going to have any friends because half of my friends are just leaving and falling off the face of the planet, i will never ever see them again. and then there are the cedarview crew who will be there but i wont see them i will only be at huron for one class a day. so my day will consist of going to the hospital for co-op until 12:30, running to school for music and society until 2:15 and then going home unnoticed to sit in my room and be by myself all the time.
i really hope that i will still be able to go to cedarview in the summer and next year and stuff. i shouldn't go into detail because right now it may just be a misunderstanding but my other half is saying that he doesn't want to go to uth anymore because of work on wednesdays and a bunch of other stuff and he wants to go to some other church in the marsh but i don't want to. i like cedarview. sure the church isn't perfect but you will find problems at EVERY church. i finally feel like i fit in at cedarview so i don't want to move again because in another five years i will have to switch churches again when we get married. i already have moved once and it was horrible. i have already made all new friends and im involved in stuff at cedarview. i don't want to go.
i hope that this is a good summer. i really really do. i want to go out and do fun stuff with people before i have to say goodbye.