why does it matter? no one reads this any ways
this is the second time im writing in this today. i was going to make a deadjournal account but yeah it costs money...so im not going to because i dont have any money right now and you would probably have to have a credit card and i dont have one of those either....if i did have one i wouldnt waste it on a freaking dead journal account any ways i would spend money on clandestine stuff seeing how u have to have a freaking credit card to buy stuff off of the clandestine industries site. Shenia is at my house..i really dont know why though seeing how it is a school night but whatever. Caleb likes brittany brittany likes caleb how funny caleb is going out with kandice..kandice is a fat (she is really fat) bitch who cheats on caleb with sean (who is a fag with a small dick) caleb is going to break up with her tomorrow because of all the "rumors" which are really true. Caleb and Brittany are going to end up going out tomorrow...yay!!!! I really do not like Melanie....fucking bitch...I think timmy cooked hot dogs with chili...therefor called chili dogs...it smells really really bad and i feel sick because of the smell. Yesterday i got stranded on an interstate for six freaking hours..i missed fall out boy on love line because of it and i cried...but i did finish my book and cried because of it too. Blacky went and followed the deer to "paradise" but didnt get to go with mary jane paddington because she was in the hospital because of the "crew cut brothers" i wish the bullet would of hit them...but no...blacky had bad aim...That Al guy and Flahive are nasty fucking perverts they need to die and i wish Shay would stop doing drugs and being such a slut... Sorry that was from the book "little chicago". it is a good book but very perverted....i did like it though. i wish i could move away from Galena gosh i hate this town...i am always so bored...i get headaches from being bored and most of the time i am bored so therefor most of the time i have headaches. I think i have insomnia....im not saying this because i want attention or anything...i really think i have insomnia. I always feel tired but when i go to lay down i can never go to sleep.. I just lay there for hours and hours being awake. I really wish sam would move back..i miss her. i only have 3 "true" friends....they are Brittany,Shenia, and Sam. But now Sam moved away so its only 2. People i dont like...Jaclyn she is a poser, melanie also poser, felicia a fat bitch who says she likes ppl then goes and talks about them and then goes and says she doesnt like them..so on so forth, i also donot like everyone else that goes to my school cuz they are either in this catagory(sry cant spell) poser,prep,or they talk about ppl then try to be their friend so on and so forth wow i think this is one of the longest things i have wrote. I was myself for halloween and i went to a few houses with shenia and got crappy candy. I tried to see how many licks it actually took to get to the center of a blow pop but then i stopped at fifty cuz it got pretty boring...happy halloween nvm cuz it is now 12 in the am and it is no longer halloween. i wish i was smart. well im not dumb or ne thing i just wish i was smarter. i was smart at points in my life until 7th grade cuz i started hanging out with the preps and i got dumber every day i swear then sam moved to galena from pacific and then i stopped hanging out with the preps (thank you so much sam even though you dont read this cuz u dont have internet at your new house yet) but yea ppl also think im dumb cuz i copy ppls answers in sum of my classes...i could actually do it if i wanted but i already know how cuz its easy but its just alot easier to copy the crap down...we learn the same thing every freaking year..its not hard at all. i think the hardest class i have is integrated math ( which im not even supposed to be in ) but ne ways its hard because i cant be quiet i always laugh bcuz im in there with brittany and i always get yelled at..i feel like im going to get sick.. i wish i would so then i wouldnt feel like i was going to get sick any more but yea.........im going to go try to sleep (basically just lay there for more hours) so bye