stuff and weddings
Going down to my fathers wedding next weekend.
I'm missing both Merlin AND Supernatural for this.
Do I care more about television shows then my own father? You bet your ass.
This is a man who's never told me he loves me or that he's proud of me. He barely hugs me, and when he does it's always a one armed hug, like he can't stand the thought of touching me.
I used to be so hung up on making excuses for him. 'He can't come up to visit because he's so busy' 'It's not his fault he's always two hours late for everything' 'I don't mind that he canceled this last visit because he was too tired to drive up'
I'm done. Just fucking done.
He's always felt like a stranger around me, and God knows I've tried to connect with him.
It honestly feels like an abusive relationship. Where I keep going back because he doesn't mean to hurt me.
Not this time. I'm going to the wedding because I'm his daughter and I'm expected to be there. Not because I want to go. Though, it will be nice to see my brother again.
I'm missing both Merlin AND Supernatural for this.
Do I care more about television shows then my own father? You bet your ass.
This is a man who's never told me he loves me or that he's proud of me. He barely hugs me, and when he does it's always a one armed hug, like he can't stand the thought of touching me.
I used to be so hung up on making excuses for him. 'He can't come up to visit because he's so busy' 'It's not his fault he's always two hours late for everything' 'I don't mind that he canceled this last visit because he was too tired to drive up'
I'm done. Just fucking done.
He's always felt like a stranger around me, and God knows I've tried to connect with him.
It honestly feels like an abusive relationship. Where I keep going back because he doesn't mean to hurt me.
Not this time. I'm going to the wedding because I'm his daughter and I'm expected to be there. Not because I want to go. Though, it will be nice to see my brother again.