IRC log w/Lelouch
[12:59] {Radu> ....8(
[12:59] {Radu> I WAS HAPPY IN MY DELUSIONAL STATE
[13:00] {Lulu> he doesnt' trust fuuma. |D
[13:00] {Radu> BUT WHY
[13:00] {Radu> Fuuma is amazing <3 and kind <3 and gentle <3 and only occasionally breaks my ribs <3
[13:00] {Lulu> orz
[13:00] {Radu> <3?
[13:00] {Lulu> ... i-if you told him about your Fuuma... orz
[13:01] {Lulu> to be fair, sometimes Suzaku punches me in the face
[13:01] {Radu> ...if you don't mind cause I don't mind um
[13:01] {Radu> ...Kamui's dream...
[13:02] {Lulu> oh dear
[13:04] {Radu> h-hahaha
[13:07] {Lulu> also Lelouch's mentality about you and Fuuma in a nutshell:
[13:08] {Lulu> Lelouch sees Fuuma as using Kamui but also worries that Kamui is using Fuuma.
[13:09] {Radu> trcFuuma?
[13:10] {Radu> ...oh Kamui's definitely using him. not...deliberately. but he wants his own Fuuma back so desperately and...the Fuuma in camp reminds him a lot of Monou Fuuma...
[13:10] {Lulu> yep
[13:10] {Radu> and he's sort of...blurring the lines
[13:10] {Lulu> exactly. which is what makes Lelouch mrrrr
[13:10] {Lulu> especially toward Fuuma
[13:11] {Radu> but Kamui would be even more depressed without Fuuma
[13:11] {Radu> cause it'd be like, he is destined to never have a fuuma
[13:11] {Radu> As ridiculous as the way I phrased it is
[13:13] {Lulu> XD
[13:13] {Lulu> Hey I never said Lelouch's concern takes into account what the other person wants.
[13:13] {Lulu> Lelouch has a very selfish way of caring about people.
[13:13] {Radu> ...are you caring, Lulou
[13:13] {Radu> -o
[13:13] {Lulu> He's a royal through and through. Which means he knows what's best.
[13:14] {Radu> ...
[13:14] {Radu> <-- civilian :{
[13:14] {Radu> <-- except when he's trying to save the damn world
[13:14] {Lulu> XD
[13:14] {Lulu> I mean, what Lelouch is doing. It's to protect his sister. But he never asks what she wants.
[13:15] {Lulu> Lelouch geasses Suzaku to live, the exact opposite of what Suzaku wants.
[13:16] {Radu> o-oh Lelouch
[13:17] {Lulu> so yes in his concern about Kamui he doesn't want to see him get hurt
[13:17] {Lulu> which makes him more vicious toward Fuuma than he usually is
[13:17] {Radu> ...from Kamui's pov
[13:17] {Radu> ...uh. subconcious atm
[13:18] {Radu> he's been hurt enough, and at this point, he doesn't really quite care, because that small comfort is enough
[13:18] {Lulu> exactly
[13:18] {Lulu> see to Lelouch, that's detrimental and makes no logical sense so no
[13:19] {Luck> will you be there to comfort me if I lose fuuma!!
[13:21] {Lulu> ... possibly?
[13:24] {Kamui> ...>:
[13:25] {Lulu> I have varying sanity is all.
[13:28] {Kamui> ...it's okay I'm used to fuuma
[13:29] {Lulu> |D
[13:33] {Kamui> sob sob angst woes and all that jazz /o/
[13:34] {Lulu> Clamp par for the course
[13:36] {Kamui> T__Tb