Jul 30, 2007 11:27
I'm not dead yet
things have been a bit hectic, the road trip was one of the greatest things ever (i will post pics sooner or later)
job hunt is still at a stagnant stand still, but I'm fairly certain after that trip that I want to move to near san francisco it was brilliantly amazing
on the flip side of the greatness is the ugh
my grandmother died saturday
it's not the biggest of things, she was the step mother to my mom and they were divorced and the past 4 years she really pulled away from my family, except for my dad strangely enough
my father she would call periodically and catch up and it's kinda weird being that he's the ex husband for her ex step daughter, but i guess you find friends where you can
well I'm flying to tulsa on thursday to be a pallbearer
which reminds me, if ever you're asked about my questions at the end type of thing, I'd want to be kept on life support for like a week or so to decide if I'm going to be a vegetable for life or if I could recover somewhat, and no I don't want to be left in a state like that
and when I die, get every damn organ you can off me, Everything, then throw me in the fire and spread my ashes over some interesting places
graves are pointless, preserving a body is a waste
I much prefer the ash scattering, and maybe leave a good bit of it around a single tree somewhere where you can leave some flowers or something, besides that nothin fancy
=]
oh and apparently now I'm in one of the main roles in a movie, I'm going to be the stabbing people with machetes, shooting shotgun, etc survivor of a full length horror film
should be interesting