So This is the New Year?
Ahhhh yes, the new years post. Been thinking about it since my ride home from work. I worked today and closed, got out at 11:45 and got home 25 seconds before the ball dropped. I go back to work at 8am tomorrow morning. I just wanted to get a few feelings and words out before I went to bed. It's wierd because over the past few months I've been saying that 2005 went by really quickly but time felt slow. Like for example, i've only been 19 for 7 months and i still get to be 19 for 5 more months, which i'm pretty excited about cause i like being 19. However, on the other hand, it feels wierd thinking that february is only a month away. I guess it's because you kinda have this mentality that december is an ending and your mind doesn't automatically wrap back around to the beginging. Valentines day is only a month and a half away, GEEZE! I'm almost more anxious at how quickly 2006 is beginging than I am anxious about how quickly 2005 passed.
But i digress. 2005 was a good year. A very involved year. Every year i always feel like this year was the busiest most change filled year but this time i really think it's true. For one, I didn't date or kiss or be romantically involved with anyone all year, which is a pretty big deal for me! It wasn't hard in the sense of trying not to hook up with people, it hard more hard in the sense of coming to terms with my singleness and beginging to enjoy it. It was just a really wierd transformation when i first took on my call to stay single. My attractions went from "i want to make out with you" to "i want to fall in love with you". I'm still learnign to deal with it but am loving it and love talking about my views on dating, so if you don't know them yet, ask me! Let's see, other than dating, I became a DJ last year, I got my tables in may and have been spinning since. I haven't done it in a while cause my setup is so crowded it's just a pain in the butt to do, but once I move into my sister's room i will have lots of room and space. Oh ya, i remembered one thing i wanted to talk about. At the beginging of 2005 I went back to AACC after spending a year at UMBC. Now that it's been more than a year I can barely remember what it's like, but there are still those few select songs and CDs that make me think of it and flash back wierd memories for me. Mainly Jimmy Eat World - 23, i love that song. This is getting long so i'll get onto the other major changes/growths. Elenor broke up in the summer, but also amazing growth happened then, so it was all for the best. I also started at Starbucks over the summer and I can't believe i've been there for 7 months already, it's just crazy. I still love that job even tho the hours often suck. ugh, I have more to write but i feel emotionally satisfied and I have to work in 6 and a half hours so I'm going to bed. Maybe i'll start writing in my livejournal again for fun, who knows. Hope you all enjoyed this update and I hope your new years was more exciting than mine. Love you all!
~Beni~
But i digress. 2005 was a good year. A very involved year. Every year i always feel like this year was the busiest most change filled year but this time i really think it's true. For one, I didn't date or kiss or be romantically involved with anyone all year, which is a pretty big deal for me! It wasn't hard in the sense of trying not to hook up with people, it hard more hard in the sense of coming to terms with my singleness and beginging to enjoy it. It was just a really wierd transformation when i first took on my call to stay single. My attractions went from "i want to make out with you" to "i want to fall in love with you". I'm still learnign to deal with it but am loving it and love talking about my views on dating, so if you don't know them yet, ask me! Let's see, other than dating, I became a DJ last year, I got my tables in may and have been spinning since. I haven't done it in a while cause my setup is so crowded it's just a pain in the butt to do, but once I move into my sister's room i will have lots of room and space. Oh ya, i remembered one thing i wanted to talk about. At the beginging of 2005 I went back to AACC after spending a year at UMBC. Now that it's been more than a year I can barely remember what it's like, but there are still those few select songs and CDs that make me think of it and flash back wierd memories for me. Mainly Jimmy Eat World - 23, i love that song. This is getting long so i'll get onto the other major changes/growths. Elenor broke up in the summer, but also amazing growth happened then, so it was all for the best. I also started at Starbucks over the summer and I can't believe i've been there for 7 months already, it's just crazy. I still love that job even tho the hours often suck. ugh, I have more to write but i feel emotionally satisfied and I have to work in 6 and a half hours so I'm going to bed. Maybe i'll start writing in my livejournal again for fun, who knows. Hope you all enjoyed this update and I hope your new years was more exciting than mine. Love you all!
~Beni~