Dec 06, 2006 00:11
At this point I'm really just frustrated. It seems like I'm backed into a corner where nowhere to go. I'm trying to make things right... I'm trying to move forward in life and it just feels like with every step forward I take six steps back.
Every time I make an effort, every time I move forward I lose it. My anxiety creeps up out of nowhere. I get really depressed. Something. Anything to ruin it.
I need a car. My dad's giving me $100 for a car. I was supposed to buy it from my grandpa... but he gave that car to my brother. The truth is, I don't even want to deal with him and a vehicle. I did it once before and it was just too much.
I really don't know what I'm going to do. I'm stressed. My anxiety level is creeping up... Shoot me.