"i came here with a load but it feels so much lighter now that i've met you"

[emobitchgirl]

well i haven't updated in awhile. things are going great. college is starting to fall into place; my decisions are becoming easier. kevin came to see me for a few days this past weekend and he's comiing back up on the 26th. it's so weird how you can meet someone when you really don't want to even think about someone in that way, and things just click. we talk every nite and he's the only person that i can talk to for 5 hours and not want to kill myself. i can't wait to see him in a few days and i'm hoping to be able to go to memphis before the end of the break. he's met all of he important people in my life and they all love him so that makes things that much easier because i absolutely adore hiim. whitney told him that if he didn't marry me then she was going to adopt him. i have so much more wonderful things that happened this weekend that i could write about but i'm going to get back to socializing with amanda, ethan, and miss duck.
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