Don't even think about it
ok you know how i was talking about my life and that i need something to do well i know that someone would tell me this so i am going to say it before hand i am not going to go kill myself so get over it! today is my first day without smokeing i might go nuts josh came over at like 8 for like a few minm and his friend gave me a cigerette i put it in my back and i put a note next to it that says if i cab quit i will not smoke this cigerette and put notes on my lighters that say you can do it love, you. tonight will be my really test cause i am going to the movies and i always get all my shit there. hopefully one of my best friends nikki will not test me and mike if you read this well when they came i thought i was going to smoke it and i was like begging jj not to tell you but on saturday when you see me you can see and ciggerette and my lighters and don't brake cause then i will just be like screw it cause that cigerette will be the only thing to prove that i quit and that i will not be tempted do please please everyone who reads this and knows me please don't tempt me just help me out please