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i havent updated.
i update alot.
hmm.
there isnt much to say, except that things have been crazy. really different than the begining of the summer... and i have to admit, i miss the begining alot. Things just were so much better. kay so im lame =] and i cant help. And i make people mad and dont mean to. It just comes so naturally to me... or atleast it seems that way. So, im tired. SOO tired. i feel like i could sleep for days. Any takers? People annoy me alot. And then theres times where i really need someone to just step up and talk to me about something... or tell me how they are feeling. But, people suck when it comes to that and then its too late for it bc one of them messes up big time. Ahh..and im always the one to mess up. Its so much fun. not. i hate it. i hate the way i mess up everything good that comes to me.But its not all of my fault this time. Oh no. Its yours too.
Im only complaining to keep myself busy sweetie. <3
Yesterday consisted of,
coming home from chris's at like 3,
and the electricity just happened to be shut off when i came home...it sucked. We waited around for it to come back on for hours... luckily it was day time =]
Then we went and picked up sandi from meg's and i went to sonic. hehe. yesss. And i came home and was bored. Computer... sleep. The usual. Then Chris,James,& Meg came over. Then Sandi came home with Jec,Danielle,&Heather. So it was cooool. Went and had a little disagreement with a girl. Kinda crazy. But whatever. Then, ofcourse... i had to get into my many missed arguements with Mark. Oh yes, first time of us talking in 5 days and we fight. Haha. oh man, hes so lame. And im pretty fed up right now. With everything and myself. I seem to be able to hurt anyone no matter what the circumstance and i really dont want to do that. Gah. Im sorry.
<3kellyrenee