FFUUUCCCKKKKK
yeah, so after me and chris left jess and rose's last night i had a nervous breakdown.
i said things i didnt mean, then i just cried in his arms and begged him to let me take them all back. Of course he did, i just...wish i hadn't said them in the first place, when you say somthing like that, it's like a scar that doesn't go away no matter what you do to it.
i just hate this time of year and i'm taking it out on the person i love the most in the whole world.
i'm just not going to take advantage of my relationship anymore...
i said things i didnt mean, then i just cried in his arms and begged him to let me take them all back. Of course he did, i just...wish i hadn't said them in the first place, when you say somthing like that, it's like a scar that doesn't go away no matter what you do to it.
i just hate this time of year and i'm taking it out on the person i love the most in the whole world.
i'm just not going to take advantage of my relationship anymore...