Oh my god.
I'm so fed up with being angry and sad and anxious all the time. I just fucking want to be happy going to school and do work and be productive and shit. This sucks.
This sucks.
This sucks.
I'm so fucking confused. Today at lunch she asked me if I was fed up with her and I held my fingers about a centimeter apart. As soon as I saw the look on her face, all of that feeling went away and I just wanted to hold her again. I get fed up, and then as soon as I tell her, my heart hurts like hell.
As it has been for so long, between a rock and a fucking hard place.
This sucks.
This sucks.
I'm so fucking confused. Today at lunch she asked me if I was fed up with her and I held my fingers about a centimeter apart. As soon as I saw the look on her face, all of that feeling went away and I just wanted to hold her again. I get fed up, and then as soon as I tell her, my heart hurts like hell.
As it has been for so long, between a rock and a fucking hard place.