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[emoalone]

insomniac
depressed
anxiety freak
exhastion
thyroid problems
low red blood cell count
metabolism fuck up

and on top of all of that?
my arm hurts from getting fucking blood drawn.
and a flu shot.
god i'm a piece of shit.
i'm fucking falling apart.
i wish i had more friends.
or friends period?
i miss the ones i do have.
hi everybody =]
but no,
seriously?
someday i'm going to shut myself in,
watch depressing movies,
cuddle up in a blanket,
and cry/nap.
goodbye beautiful world.