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okay.
i don't know what to say.
i was going to look up lyrics of those 253678341 songs that have applied to my life lately (no exageration.)
and post one.
but i can't.
i'm afraid.
i always am.
i really appreciate you.
and i appreciate that you understand.
and i love you.
i don't want to hurt anybdoy.
but maybe myself.
but not in that dumb suicidal way,
just the way that i deserve.
for being a fucking retard.
(i'm retired)
(it's nice that you let him eat at the table)
(has the retard escaped?)
take that as you will.
im going to be free for a while.
to do WHATEVER i want,
or others want to do with me.
(except road head,
jarrod)
i'm going crazy!
anybody care to join?
i guess all in all,
i'm happy,
and i'm ready to be happier.
i love you all.
i'm saying thank you to anyone who has cared,
or ever will.
i love you.
i don't know what to say.
i was going to look up lyrics of those 253678341 songs that have applied to my life lately (no exageration.)
and post one.
but i can't.
i'm afraid.
i always am.
i really appreciate you.
and i appreciate that you understand.
and i love you.
i don't want to hurt anybdoy.
but maybe myself.
but not in that dumb suicidal way,
just the way that i deserve.
for being a fucking retard.
(i'm retired)
(it's nice that you let him eat at the table)
(has the retard escaped?)
take that as you will.
im going to be free for a while.
to do WHATEVER i want,
or others want to do with me.
(except road head,
jarrod)
i'm going crazy!
anybody care to join?
i guess all in all,
i'm happy,
and i'm ready to be happier.
i love you all.
i'm saying thank you to anyone who has cared,
or ever will.
i love you.