fucked up in the head...thats me
Situations that still bug me,but just alittle
*boy kisses me (totally initiated it) and tells me we will hang out again....never heard from him again...what the fuck?
*told tonight that I look like a puritan.....holy fuck? Is that my problem? I look like I would never fuck someone? Jesus Christ...that made me hella pouty.
*all Im saying is "cant we all just get along?"
*being old and not knowing what I want to be when I grow up =(
*7+ months without SEX =(
I suck at life....very badly. My own mother has told me that I am just too shy and I need to learn how not to be....what the fuck? How do you learn this at 23? Why is it so hard for me to be the other me that comes out only sometimes? I just want someone to love me....why is that so damn hard?
I miss Orlando. I miss hugs.....so much that it makes me sick inside. I miss my friends.
I hate it here.
My roadtrip was awesome, Ill post pictures soon! I think I want to move to the DC area....it was beautiful there.....
I should be sleeping..
PS something more fucked up, I have a crush on my cashier ...im pathetic.
*boy kisses me (totally initiated it) and tells me we will hang out again....never heard from him again...what the fuck?
*told tonight that I look like a puritan.....holy fuck? Is that my problem? I look like I would never fuck someone? Jesus Christ...that made me hella pouty.
*all Im saying is "cant we all just get along?"
*being old and not knowing what I want to be when I grow up =(
*7+ months without SEX =(
I suck at life....very badly. My own mother has told me that I am just too shy and I need to learn how not to be....what the fuck? How do you learn this at 23? Why is it so hard for me to be the other me that comes out only sometimes? I just want someone to love me....why is that so damn hard?
I miss Orlando. I miss hugs.....so much that it makes me sick inside. I miss my friends.
I hate it here.
My roadtrip was awesome, Ill post pictures soon! I think I want to move to the DC area....it was beautiful there.....
I should be sleeping..
PS something more fucked up, I have a crush on my cashier ...im pathetic.