It still hurts..
It still hurts inside really bad...i saw him just freaking out crying today and that was soo hard to handle...but brandon is being so supportive and i am glad that i have him...and erin (his wife)...i really haven't talked to her much about it...but from what brandon says...she is all about helping me out too...so i am starting to feel better even as i write this....you know...right now brandon is pretty much the best friend that i have... if you read this...thanks man.
Me.
Me.