Feb 01, 2004 03:01
i am seriously bored. everyones asleep. i cant sleep cause i am a fucking tool insomniac. went parrrtaaaying tonight with eskimo bert and shaunie and the messiah. met some kool people. it seems so many people know me around brisbane. not sure if thats good or bad. i would like to take this stupid chance to be me for a while. everyone who knows me as a lovable joker. i am he but i am also me. i am a sad boy. listen to me im emo. i never get the girl i want. cough*theoneiwantnowwonthappen*cough. i never am the winner. the only thing keeping me alive is music. and a special few friends. for confirmation of being one of those friends call me.
i did some shit that wasnt too good today. i annoyed mel a few times. i screamed in the car <-- good music playing.
everyone i ever loved and respected seems to be treating me like shit lately. with a certain few new friends that treat me fantastic.
i neeeeeedddddddd music. its too late and all these lazy retards will be woken up if i put it on. im at shauns house so i cant be an ass. eskimo berty is on the bed behind me. sleeping like a tool. since im an insomniac i feel that they are rubbing salt in the wounds. assholes. im boring you all with my gay ass details of my shit life so ill do it more.
tonight wasnt so bad but hey i need to get over that special someone i like but i dont think she really likes me. i need to hook up but hey im an ugly tool. whod wanna?
well its out for me. i shall update the acc sui photo page and die alone. i need to cheer up. im too emo.
okay im out tyler.