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[emo_tears_]

it was a bit better today, my mother offered to make me dinner last night, and it actually didn't taste like shit. she makes a mean grilled cheese sandwich and crackers. i told her it was good. i also didn't try to puke it up. my throat is starting to burn away and it hurts a little but the cutting makes that pain go away.
so much for the whole sXe thing. i crushed up my zoloft and took a hit of that and it burned and i felt so sick. maybe i'll do it again later.
out.